Sunday, November 6, 2011

We Found Love :')

" It's like you're screaming, but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed, that someone can be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it's over, and it's gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you can have the good. "

- Rihanna, We Found Love



Saturday, November 5, 2011

time is cruel.

Remember when you were little, how you and your favourite cousins were always together, doing evrything and going everywhere holding hands along the way ? Yeahh I still remember. And I miss all that. Of how we used to play Barbie dolls, making a doll's house from boxes during fasting month, how Si Gegurl likes to be suap while makan, and how Si Asa got scolded sebab cubit Nora si jiran sebelah sampai menangis. Haha.

Then, as we enter middle high school, how we always talked about boys, gossiping about those gedik girls in school and how much we love Avril Lavigne so much that we know her every single song and how ridiculous we looked trying to dress up like her. Haha. Those were the days....

As time pass by, I can't believe how things can change in a blink of an eye. Now each of us has our own commitments, have our own life and bfs and cliques. All we ever talked about now is how exhausting life can be, juggling with everything - life, money, college, family, friends and boyfriend. Asa is very dissapointed with her life in Kedah, upset with every people who just won't stop judging every single thing she did. Gegurl, well, family problems. And me, of course, love life thingy. Pffft.

It's funny how things change very fast. We used to play barbie dolls together, having catfight on the table and stuffs. Now, we talk about issues on men, bitches, sex, etc. Oh my God I can't believe we've reached that point where we are talking about not-so-adult stuff. Damn I used to nag them about this dirty things, warning diorang jgn mengada nak melebih2 ke apa. Now, all that has changed. Each of us are referring to each other about do's and dont's - if you know what I mean. Haha. Damn, I have to face the fact that my little sisters are not so little anymore..... :')

In 10 years time, we'll be talking about kids and husbands pulak. How smart my son is, how cute Gegurl's daughter is and how adorable Asa's twins are - and how annoying our husbands can be sometimes. Hahaha. Amin.

love you sisters ;)