Monday, November 22, 2010

Dah bukak dah. Baca lah ape nak baca. Bukan ada pape pun.

Unlike you, I have nothing to hide ;)


Saturday, November 20, 2010

easy come, but please don't ever go :(


Damn. I'm lost in words. You got me in too deep. Too deep. Too deep.

Stop !

Before I'm in toooooo deep. Unless if you want me to. Do you ?


Thursday, November 18, 2010

beat the man, not the bitch.

I just finished reading "beat the bitch" by Tess Stimson. It's a good book. Tells you everything that you need to know how to keep your man pants on from other women. Though some of what she wrote I disagree, but then again, who am I to critic ? Still, though some of her philosophies make sense, I can't help but realise that...

why do women have to do all the work ?

Just by reading the contents of it, I feel that it is not fair that women alone have to be alert and work on everything to make their relationship works. Where do men parts come in ?


1 Why You Need to Read This Book
2 Know Thy Enemy
3 Love Rat Stats
4 Snoop on the Dog
5 How Do I Cheat on Thee ? Let Me Count the Ways
6 The Bobbitt Quiz
7 Not All Affairs Are Equal
8 What Not to Do
9 Beat the Bitch
10 Interview With a Vamp
11 Ten things Men Really Like in Bed
12 Don't Get Mad, Get Diamonds
13 Revenge isa Dish Best Served Now
14 Interviews With the Infidels
15 Ten Things Men Really Hate About Women
16 You Don't Want to Hear This But......

All I read was about what women should do to please their men n keep them away from other women. But what about men ? Don't they have to do something too ? Have you ever seen or read any book that tells men how to be faithful and loyal to their women ? Or what men can do to please their women ?? If there is, tell me. I would loooooove to read it. And guys, Ten Things Man Can Do to Hit on Woman doesn't count.

Don't women have better things to do other than to please their men all the time without screwing things up ? Once a woman deny her man's need in bed, she is considered being ignorance and couldn't careless about their relationship. But when the house is clean, dinner is served, the bills are paid, she is a superwoman. What the fuck is that ?

I refuse to believe that it is the nature women should be treated this way. Men too need to make things work. Please their women in bed, take them to Paris for a romantic honeymoon, get home early for dinner, buy them jewelleries, cook their fav dish on anniversaries... come on ! It takes two to complete ! Not women alone.


This is the 21st century. No matter how many tricks women are taught, there is no excuse why men should be pampered the most. I believe in equalty. And yes, I do think of ways how I can please him and how he can do the same for me. I'm a pro-women, not an anti-men. The world doesn't revolves around on one side only.

Nevertheless, it's a good book. Atleast I know what to do if my man is cheating on me. Heyy wait, he already did actually. So yeah, thanks Tess ! :)


Wednesday, November 17, 2010

she's my adrenaline.

4 a.m in the morning. I got ur call. You were so sorry. This is the last time I'll ever give you a shot. So show me what you got. Give me back my baby. Or else, just leave.

I'm a nice person. What you are scared of is actually yourself. You're afraid that I might do what you did. Well guess what baby boo ? I'm not you.

I cried like a kitten crying for its mom last night. And if it wasn't for her, I think I might die in tears. But for a moment, I was smiling again. Thanks. And I do mean every single thing I said to you.


Saturday, November 13, 2010

i hate frustration.

Enough. No more sweet words.

I knew I had to que. There's a long line ahead of me. What was I thinking ? Damn.


Friday, November 12, 2010

i hate you sfdm.

I wish you would understand how it feels like if you are in my situation. You are just not fair. And I'm tired of it. I'll try to be strong without you by my side. I will always be me. And if you can't accept that, how can I accept you back ?


i stole these two :)

She's so hot. Don't tell her I said so. She's one very perasan lady. But she's all worth it :)



love is just temporary.

"Thinking of you keeps me awake. Dreaming of you keeps me asleep. Being with you keeps me alive..."

Kimak kau ! You and your stupid words can go to hell !


Tuesday, November 9, 2010

baby you're a firework !

My favourite moment with you is when we had a fight.
Cause later then, as we are not speaking and I'm sulking, you'll take my hand and kiss my cheek.
You'll hug me and kiss my head as if you're tugging me to bed.
And when that moment happens, I know you love me more than I can imagine.
I want your future, so I'll forget your past.

I love you boo.


let me go.

kau taktau apa-apa, so kau diam.
he is indeed the one I love.
I left you for him, remember ?
No one can beat him, not even you.
So just shut the fuck up and leave me the hell alone.
Kalau kau sakit baca blog aku, then don't !
Banyak kali dah aku cakap.

I'm sorry, but you were just a rebound. So yang stupid nye is you, not me.


Sunday, November 7, 2010


Temptations are everywhere. But I know how to control myself. Cause I know which is real, which is not. Yes, I was gay before. And I might still be. But you know it will still be you at the end of the day. So why cheat ?

Diane was right... it's just a stupid fling. I'll love it now, but not sooo anymore later.


Saturday, November 6, 2010


Please don't make me addicted to you. Cause I'm beginning to. Is it a good thing ? Whatever it is, I just can't get enough of it :)

Echo.. echo.. echo.. Ouh echo !


Friday, November 5, 2010

my other half.

i-city ? i-loveyoulahh ! aku tengah hodoh macam ni pun kau masih mahu aku. yea, aku kau yang punya. jangan pernah hilang :)


dd faitang oii !

Mohammad Ikmal Hazizi.

Selamat hari tua...selamat hari tua....selamat hari tua to Abg Lucu sayang....selamat hari tua !

Dah tuo ekau yeh. Kek zaman dolu-dolu umor baye kau nih dah dapek anak satu pasukan bola. Ekau bilo laie ? Jago diri baik baik yo. Jangan nakal-nakal. Jago bini kalau ado nnt elok-elok. Selamat hari tuo abang lucu oii. Have a blast one !


are we human ?

Bila semua kita dah dapat, masalah dah selesai, impian tercapai, mulalah nafsu meronta-ronta inginkan yang lebih. Lagi sukar bila kita sendiri tak tahu apa benda yang kita nak. Emosi mula bermain perasaan. Hidup mula tunggang-langgang semula. And the cycle starts over and over again. Haih. If only we knew what we want in life. But it seems like, we never had enough.

To me, we are all pathetics.


Wednesday, November 3, 2010

i'm soooo gay !

Are you seducing me ? Or just for fun ? Either way, i'm liking it.

Woot woot !