All I had

Happy birthday boo. I have planned so many things for this day. I'm sorry that I can't make it happened anymore. It's my biggest regret. I wish you all the best. You know you are my first love. And you will always be my sweetest memory. Cause you are the best and you know it. You took my heart away and I don't know when I can take it back. Until the day I have it back, I can never love anyone like how I used to love you. Cause you know me so well. You love me so much. You spoiled me with your love. I don't know if anyone can ever do the things you did for me. I will always love you though I'm moving on.

Jaga diri Azfar.

ngeng.

Not myself.

I am, indeed, is out of control. What's got into me ?????

ngeng.

Cemburu itu bermakna aku lagi bagus !

peace lahh.

*diam jap. pastu gelak besar !



Babe...kain tak cukup benang tak bermakna hati taik babeeee ! Tetek aku terjojol tak bagi kau hak gelar orang bohsia babeee! Aku gelak jep tengok kau nak mengamuk cam orang takde akal padahal kau kenal aku pun tak. Sedih. Sumpah aku suka kau dulu. Bila dia cerita pasal kau, aku yang syok dengar. Bila tengok gambar kau, aku yang cair melihat ! Sumpah aku adore kau dulu. Kau putih, muka mix cina, sangat sweet. Tapi hati busuk babeee ! Mulut macam gampang. Kenapa babeee ? Kau kenal aku ke siak ? Takpe. Aku paham. Kau budak lagi. Perjalanan masih jauh. Kau dah kenal dunia, agak-agak nak tarik balik apa kau cakap, silakan. Thanks lah. Buat aku gelak besar hari ni. Aku suka orang buat aku gelak. =)))




p/s: Aku seksi tak bermakna kau lagi hebat dari aku.

ngeng.

Pie's sugar.

My girls. We had so much fun. Now semua dah start belajar balik, (except for Diane tengah cuti) kita rest dulu keh. Buka puasa nanti sama-sama. Yang kat JB tu bila nak turun K.L pule ???

Deera, Mamak, Mcna, Hehey, Airin, Nisa. Pergi vaca bawak souvenir utk aku okeh ? Hehe.

ngeng.

Ouh Paully Paul !!

I love you lah Paul !

ngeng.

Tell God, the bitch is back !

I am not an anti-men. I am just a pro-women. I don't hate men. I just think that women should know how to survive without men. Cause honestly, from my experience with a dozen of men, it is proven to me that men also depend on women on most things. Emotionally, financially, sexually, everything ! Come on... Ni bukan zaman lelaki jadi ketua dalam rumah. Diri sendiri pun tak betul macam mana nak lead orang lain, betul ? Lain lah zaman dulu memang kredibiliti tu ada. Tapi sekarang zaman gajah pun boleh terbang. Zaman mana lelaki semua jahat, perempuan semua jalang. Dalam sedar atau tidak. Jangan cakap "Ehh tak, aku tak" or "Aku percaya boyfriend aku baik. Dia lain, tak sama"....One word people...BULLSHIT !



So now, I am just gonna do things I can never do. Explore things more. Meet new people everyday. Go anywhere I like. If you can handle me, stay. If you can't, then leave. Kita semua perlukan partner in crime. Bukan guardian angel. To me, nak control nak halang bagai semua ni, just satu propaganda nak tutup kelemahan and inferiority. Sudahlah. Just raise your white flag and admit that we are all superwoman now.

ngeng.

I don't talk craps sometimes.

Dia cakap aku perempuan liar. Dia cakap taknak cari aku lagi. Dia cakap jangan anggap dia kuli.

Aku cakap aku tak buat jahat. Aku cakap jangan pergi. Aku cakap aku perlukan dia lagi.

Aku pentingkan diri kah ?

Aku bahagia bila bersendiri. Tapi aku masih perlukan teman disisi. Bukan bermakna aku anggap kau kuli.

Aku bukan jalang. Aku bukan murah. Aku masih ada harga diri.

Ini bukan zaman 60-an. Aku bukan trophy wife.

Ini zaman dunia baru. Aku superwoman.

Aku ada suara, aku punya kuasa, aku miliki hak sendiri.

Penindasan bukan kesukaan aku. Kebebasan pilihan aku.

Hey perempuan, dengarkan suara aku. Jangan lemah.

Biar apa kata mereka. Kita punya diri, kita punya suka.

Asal tahu pegangan, asal tahu usul diri, asal letak kaki atas bumi.

ngeng.