Move, shake, drop ! I know you want me.

Cramp. Satu badan cramp.

Nak tunduk tak boleh.

Pinggang nak patah.

Bahu tak boleh angkat.

Kaki tak boleh jalan.

Takpe. All this is worth it. Spending 3 days with Anese and karaoking with Amal is all worth the pain. And and...I think I just lost 1kg. ;)

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Boo, nak yang macam itu.

Aku scroll post-post lama dalam blog Fynn Jamal.

"perlu. kuat."

*hati sebak

Aku menangis baca. Sumpah tak tipu. Berangan kononnya kami ibarat mereka. Macam mana nak kekalkan rasa cinta yang lama sudah dipupuk agar tidak pudar ? Aku kagum tengok mereka berdua hari-hari macam kali pertama jatuh cinta. Aku nak itu. Nak sangat. Bagilah kat aku.

Please ?

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Tag from Bilaa.

ow, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your blog, delete my answers, type on your answers and tag as many as your friends here in blog to answer this.
okeh, let's check it out guys!

If you're a guy, post this as - My Kind Of Girl.
If you're a girl, post this as - My Kind Of Guy.

Do you need him / her to be good looking?
I wont say "need"..but if he is, than it's a bonus for me.

Smart?
Yes please.

Preferred age?
I have this thing for older guys. But somehow, I'm always stuck with guys with the same age or younger than me.

Preferred height?
Taller than me even when I'm wearing heels.

How about sense of humor?
I like guys who know how to cheer me up without making stupid and irrelevant jokes. And lawak lawak jugak. But when it's time to be serious, please be serious. Not everything in life can be joke around.

How about piercings?
Before kahwin boleh lah, I don't mind. But after kahwin, no way !

Accept you for who you are?
Yes. I mean even if I gain 10 pounds, or ada c-section scars, we would still make love everyday.

Pink hair?
Euw. Sooo a fashion don't !

Mushy or not?
No mushy2 please. But a lil bit of sensitivity won't kill me.

Thin or fat?
Nak yang sador !!!! Hehe.

Black, Brown or White? (skin colour).
Tan ! Kalo white than he'll be fairer than me. Takmo !

Long hair or short hair?
Anything that goes with the face.

Smells good?
I don't know why..but everytime Apa habis main bola, I like the smell of him masa tu. HAHA !

Smoker?
After kahwin, hell no !!

Muscular?
Setakat ada muscle kat tangan and sikit2 six pack sudaa.

Plays piano/bass/acoustic guitar/violin?
I don't care. But as long as he is not in a band. Ohh no.

Sings very good?
I don't care jugak. Asal suka karok !! Hehe

With glasses?
I'm not that particular sangat lah. Tak kesah pun pakai ke tak.

With braces?
OMG !! HELL YES !! I like guys with braces. Sangat mengghairahkan okayyy ??

Shy type?
No. I prefer guys yang senang nak masuk and friendly.

Rebel or good boy / girl
Good boys are boring. But taknak lah yang rebellious sangat.

Active or passive?
Active!!! Duhh.

Singer or dancer?
Dancer lahh. Singer kang dok memekak kat umah pening aku.

Hip hop?
Chill sudaa. Tak payah nak ber "culture" sangat.

Dimples?
Alah tomey nye..... :))

Bookworm?
As long as he's not a geek. Loves to read, okay I;m cool with it. But nerdy2..takmo ahh.

Mr / Mrs Love Letter?
Cool ! Tapi takmo lah yang jiwang tahap cipan.

Playful?
When the time is right.

Flirt?
As long as it is with me ONLY !

Poem writer?
Err....cam payah je dgn orang sastera sangat ni ?

Serious?
When the situation needs to be serious only.


Painter?
Ada talent. Cool !

Religious?
Yes please.

Someone who like to tease people?

In a nice kind of way.

Speaks 10 languages?
HAHA. Kang dia maki hamun aku dalam bhs German ke ape tak dapek aku nak balas balik.

Loyal or Faithful?
What's the diff ? Both lahh then.

Loves children?
Definitely ! Kang jangan tau nak buat anak je tapi jaga anak takmo !

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A third party is not needed.

Seseorang tidak akan mampu untuk menyayangi dua orang pada satu masa. Yang pasti salah seorang adalah kenangan atau simpanan. Dan aku, hanyalah si kenangan.

*Tidak mengapa. Aku bahagia asalkan kau bahagia, sahabat.

When you are trap in a love triangle, just leave if you know that you are just bugging in. It is not about winning. It is about letting other people to be happy. Happiness is everywhere. You will find yours when the time comes. I learn this on the second time. I just wish I learned it sooner.

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Can't let go.

I was doing some cleaning just now when I saw a can of "Nescafe Ice". It reminded me of you.
Why it has to be this way?




She's right. This is going to be akward.


And knowing me, I don't handle akwardness very well.

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Tupai lompat tak tinggi sangat.

Aku dah cakap. Tuhan Maha Adil. Hidup ni hukum karma. Kau begar sangat taknak dengar kan ? Pikir kau sahaja yang betul. Guna nama Tuhan untuk lakonan palsu kau supaya masyarakat rasa memang betul kau dianiaya. Sudahlah kau drama queen !


Kau kata kau benar, Tuhan akan tunjuk pembalasan pada si tertuduh. Kau kata kau benar, kau ada Tuhan disisi kau. Kau kata kau benar, kami ni semua hipokrit. Habis kami ni takde agama ? Takde Tuhan ? Kau silap. Kau dah main-main guna nama Tuhan, tengok apa jadi pada kau sekarang ? Tak habis-habis musibah yang menimpa kau. Kau caci aku. Kau fitnah keluarga aku. Kau busukkan nama baik kami. Tapi kau masih kata kau suci tak buat salah apa-apa. Wahhh kau ! Apa kau ingat kau Nabi ????


Sekarang, semua taik yang kau dah buat pada keluarga aku dan aku dah berbalas balik pada kau. Malah, lagi teruk. Dan aku yakin, segala yang menimpa kau kini, segala tuduhan yang kau hadapi, semuanya benar. Aku kenal sangat kau macam mana. Permainan kotor kau semua dalam poket aku. Perangai gampang kau kini sudah diketahui orang ramai.


Dulu kau suruh orang tulis fitnah di shoutbox aku. Atau mungkin kau sendiri punya angkara ? Sekarang, kau kena balik. Cuma yang beza, kau bukan difitnah. Dulu kau caci maki hina keluarga aku. Sekarang, keluarga kau kena balik. Dulu kau mati matian hendak menjatuhkan aku. Sekarang, kau sendiri yang terjatuh. Dan aku bangga mengatakan, semua yang terjadi pada kau, sikit pun usulnya bukan dari kami.


Ya betul cakap kau. Tuhan akan balas pada siapa yang menipu dan memfitnah. Kau !



Aku tidak berdendam. Aku tidak sejijik kau untuk berkelakuan begitu. Meskipun aku tidak melonjak gembira, tapi aku sangat bersyukur pada Tuhan yang Maha Esa. Hak untuk menghukum sememangnya hanya milik Dia. Lakonan palsu kau kini terbongkar sudah. Tapi aku masih punya ihsan. Simpati terhadap apa yang menimpa kau. Kalau boleh ingin membantu. Kerana sebusuk-busuk kau sekalipun, kita dari asal akar yang sama. Aku tak sekeji kau untuk melihat separuh darah daging aku jatuh tenggelam.

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Don't ever forget me please.

*ringtone Drama King




W: "Helo Phye. Ni aku nak bagitau. Aku nak pergi UK bulan 8"

P: "Haa? Bulan depan ke tahun depan? "

W: "Bulan 8 lah."

P: "Ouh kau buat apa pergi sana ?"

W: "Aku sambung study kat sana."



* :((

Sambung study ? Herm. Kau nak pergi Wan ? Aku tahu aku patut happy dengar kau nak pergi belajar. Tapi yang sebenarnya, bila aku tanya kau nak buat apa pergi sana, aku sangat mengharapkan kau jawab "nak pergi holiday". Atleast paling lama kau pergi pon maybe dalam seminggu dua. Tapi belajar sana ?? Bila kau nak balik sini lagi ?



Aku tahu even kau kat sini pun, bukan selalu kita jumpa. But the thought of you being thounsands of miles away from me, is not a pleasant feeling. I don't know why, for some reason, I feel so insecured. As if nobody is around anymore to protect me, to back me up, to help me out and most of all, to make me feel good about myself whenever I'm down.


Suara aku okey bila kau inform aku. Memang aku okey. Tapi kau sendiri tahu kan..kalau aku cakap okey...apa sebenarnya aku rasa ? Aku tahu aku patut rasa happy kawan nak pergi menuntut ilmu di tempat orang. Peluang yang bukan hari-hari kita boleh dapat. Aku akan berlagak okey agar kau senang hati pergi.


Not having your bestfriend by your side is the feeling I hate the most. I've gone through it once. I just wish I dont have to go through it twice. :((

ngeng.