The city.

I never watch "The Hills" but I'm enjoying "The City". Hehe. To those who watched it too, my favourite is Erin. I think she's prettier than Whitney and she has that "sexy serak manja" voice that I like in girls. And I prefer Adam than Jay..in terms of look lah. Both guys pon are not faithful..hate that kind of guys. Herm. The series is more to relationship kind of stuff. Not into fashion thingy sangat. More focus on datings, hook ups, exes, cheatings, jealousy and all that. Everytime I see them kissing or hugging, it makes me feel more....wanting him with me all the time. Urgh!!

Now is almost 4 a.m. My mom dah bising2 suruh tido. So..later peeps. Muahx

This is Erin..hehe :))

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UIA tolong JANGAN cuti!!

UiTM dah cuti sebab H1N1. Seriously, I'm worried if UIA pon akan dicutikan. No way!! Hell no!! I prefer my life in college yes thank you. I really don't wanna get stuck at home for any period of time anymore. Balik every weekends pon dah naek gila. Apatah lagi duduk rumah lama-lama. Hell no!!!! Please. I need my fresh air. And if it means that I have to study Arab every sem pon, I sanggop asal tak balik rumah. Once in a while boleh la. Tapi not frequently. Seriously.

Sejak duduk rumah last Friday, macam orang gila dah. Dengan takde cigarettes for a week..huh..sempot udara!! Tadi keluar dengan Apa dapatlah sap kok a few tang. Hehe. Now I can breathe..haahh..lega. Hehe. Sangat penat. And malas nak cerita pasal keluar dengan Apa tadi or what happened last night. I don't wanna spoil my mood again. I've been really stressed up this past few months. With the exam's coming up after this holiday, so, I really don't wanna let any problems get into my way. Just not now. PLEASE!!

But all in all..I'm happy that my boo gets what he wanted. I hope he's happy too. Well, he better be. Hehe. :)) Happy birthday again sayang.

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Brain damage.

This is what happen when a "kaki rayau" terpaksa duduk rumah for a week!!

Jadual paling tak packing I ever had in my life if I had to stay home.

Tidur sampai petang-masak-makan-tengok tv-online sampai pagi.

And not to mention, amek gambar sorang2 bajet hot kat dalam bilik. Haih.

Can't wait to go back to Nilai.

Hello??

Rescue in need please. ASAP! Before this gedik lady over here gets more severe.

Thank you!

p/s: Don't hate me. You know you love me. Hehe :))

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Kau dah tua!! Hehe.

Happy 19th Birthday Azfar Zahin Amzah!!

When my mama brought me to this world, God has promised me that He will give me my warrior, a man who will love me like no one else ever did, a man that is perfect, a man that is my soulmate.

As I grow up, many has thought that they are my warrior. But they were wrong.

So I keep on waiting for God's promise.

Now that I found you, I don't have to wait anymore.

Cause you are my warrior, my knight and shining armor, my lover.

And God was right. In every way.

So, on this very special day, I wish you..

-Selamat mentua.

-I wish you all the happiness in the world.

-Semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.

-Dan semoga impian boo nak kahwin dengan bee tercapai. Hehe. :))

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HEY JANTAN LANGSI! MULUT JANGAN CIBAI!!

Macam sial lah sekor jantan ni. I put a picture of me and Dyane pergi MOS many months ago. Awal tahun hari tu. And then ada satu mamat langsi ni, pergi komen cani

"U ni pergi clubbing mesti dah takde da (!) kan? haha. Kalau tak suka komen saya sila hubungi 1800-mampos peduli ape aku...(and ape ntah lagi ayat kurang hajar die)"

Macam sial dowh! Hey. Just because I went clubbing doesn't mean I'm not a virgin!! Kau peduli apa aku dara ke tak?? Kau bukan mak bapak aku. Kau bukan laki aku!! Kau siapa pon aku tak kenal. Macam sial babi!! Okay fine I get it. To certain people, clubbing is not a good thing. It brings many bad impression but durrh..it doesn't mean I'm not a virgin. What?? Nak pergi clubbing, orang tu kena someone yang dah takde dara ke?? Ouh..kena buat sex dulu baru boleh pergi clubbing?? Aku pergi clubbing pon for fun!! To dance around as if it's sumbangseh!! Not to flirt or grab some ass ke apa!! I was a lesbo once remember?? I don't dance with guys. (back in the days. but then the only guy I danced with was Apa shj) And that was long time ago. Very long long time ago. I don't club anymore.

Hey jantan yang si "acap langsi"..nama kat myspace kau pon "langsi"..Mmg sah kau ni jantan langsi. Kau siapa nak fitnah2 aku mcm tu? Aku buat ape kat kau yang kau nak bermasalah sangat dengan aku? Kau pikir aku bohsia ke macam mak kau?? Sebelom kau nak tuduh orang lain, kau tgk sendiri awek kau tu. Aku gerenti lubang dia dah bolos sebesar tin spray lipas!! Itu pon kalau kau dah ada awek lah. Melihatkan muka kau,, aku tertanya ada ke perempuan yang nak kat kau?? Dah lah self-conscious!! Kat myspace die semua gambar dia amek sendiri sorang-sorang. Sikit2 takpelah setakat utk pengenalan diri. Ni semua gambar die. Bapak hodoh plak tu. Macam mat rempit! Sah-sah lah awek dia bohsia!!

Ni lah jantan si "acap langsi" tu. Memang bapak langsi pon muka!!

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happiest partner.

Imagine me and you, I do

I think about you day and night, it's only right

To think about the girl you love, and hold her tight

So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime

And you say you belong to me, and ease my mind

Imagine how the world could be, so very fine

So happy together

I can't see me loving nobody but you

For all my life

When you're with me

Baby the skies'll be blue

For all my life

Me and you, and you and me

No matter how they tossed the dice, it had to be

The only one for me is you, and you for me

So happy together!

Kami pasangan paling bahagia. Kerana kami tidak pernah bergaduh. I love you.

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Stadium Bukit Jalil.

Well, it's kinda fun watching the football game yesterday. But if only Ronaldo was there too, I'm sure it's gonna be a lot of fun and MU will score more than just 3 goals. It's my first time watching a live football game that I actually remember watching it. HAHA. When I was little my dad brought me to watch a football game. We were seating in the box at that time. Place for vvip. That was then. HAHA.

So, yesterday, our spot was kinda okay. I cab see the players clearly. Only after 6 lah due to the sun. Malaysia main okaylah. There were a few opportunities they can score but then didn't succeed. I was watching Zaquan and Zafuan all the time. Hehe. Kesian Zafuan dia injured during 1st or 2nd hakf, I can't remember. And Zaquan was playing like damn!! HAHA.

I'm the only one in my siblings yang bukan MU fan. So I wasn't wearing baju MU or baju merah pon. HAHA. I'm wearing purple! Planning at first nak pakai baju LFC but then for my own safety, Along said better don't. Semalam ada orang pakai jersey Barcelona kena maki hamun gile babun. Satu stadium boo dia. Siap kena halau naik lagi. Luckily I didn't wear the LFC tshirt. Haih.

Ada second match tomorrow for Indonesian's yang dah beli tiket kat Indon tapi MU tak jadi datang sana pasal kes hotel kena bom tu. My brother-in-law, Along and my brothers are going. I'm not. No thank you. Dah tak sanggop nak berkepit-kepit, bersempit-sempit dengan orang ramai. My boobs and butts are resting now from being grabbed again. Seriously, bapak ramai orang.

Here are some photos of yesterday's event.

My brother-in-law yang fanatik MU!!

The siblings.

The big screen TV.

You see right there?? Those are Macheda and Giggs strecthing up to play. Macheda!

My Along was just to excited! HAHA. She gets a bit like my mom when she's ecxited. HAHA.



My sis Farah and her so-called-friend, lovely K.nana.

Me and my poyo brother.

My beloved Along.

As you can see, betapa teriknya matahari.

The capacity of people in the stadium. And it's only a quarter of it.

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curi tag orang.

Syarat-syarat :
1. 'Tag' dijawab dalam Bahasa Melayu sahaja.
2. Tag orang yang telah men'tag' anda
3. Tag orang yg anda mahu tag.

Sila jawab soalan-soalan ini dalam Bahasa Melayu sahaja.

1. Apakah yang anda sedang lakukan 30 minit yang lalu?
-baru post blog saya yang ke-100. Ini yang ke-101.

2. 2 jam yang lalu?
tengok t.v sambil makan dinner saya.

2. Anda suka
-makan. Sangat suka makan. HAHA.

3. Minggu lepas
-saya tengok cite obsessed yang sangat besh itu! hehe.

4. Tiga lagu yang boleh anda dengar berulang-ulang kali
-kena jawab lagu BM ke??
1- Kau Tetap Dalam Anganku- Azie
2-Ku Ingin Kamu- Romance
3-Matahariku- Agnes Monica

5. 3 binatang yang anda tak suka
1-lipas
2-tikus (bukan hamster)
3-babi hutan.

6. 5 fakta tentang anda
-suka berperangai macam MADAM BESAR.
-bontot besar, hidung penyek. HAHA. (aku syukur apa Tuhan bagi kat aku)
-seorang bisex.
-suka sangat kat beg dan selipar.
-perokok yang tidak suka asap rokok. (cane tu??)

7. Tahun depan
-InsyaAllah saya akan ke UIA Gombak pula.

8. Saya tak reti
-I.T. Haha. Sedikit buta I.T. HAHA

9. Saya pandai
-memasak? Hehe.

10. Kawan saya
-sangat sayang pada saya. HAHA.

11. Saya ada
-tanda lahir yang sangat besar di lengan.

12. Saya seorang
-yang pendiam tapi sangat suka bercerita. HAHA

13. Adik saya
-saya tidak ada adek. Saya anak bongsu.

14. Saya tak pernah bosan dengan (senaraikan 4)
1-makanan
2-musik
3-zafran anak buah saya
4-tgk wayang

15. Bilakah pertama kali anda bercinta?
-darjah 6. HAHA.

16. Perkara yang selalu orang tak percaya tentang anda
-saya pandai memasak. Ape masalah korang ntah. Aku pandai masak tahu tak? Sedap aku masak tau!

17. Saya rindu
-AZFAR ZAHIN ANAK AMZAH!!
-Asma Md Nor.
-Hafsah Md Nor.
-Nur Diyana Fariha
-Nurul Akmal Ali
-Anis Nadhirah Razizad

18. Saya tak sabar
-nak kahwin lagi 6 tahun.

19. 5 laman yang anda slalu layari:
-Myspace
-Blogspot
-You Tube
-blog2 orang lain
-yahoo mail

20. siapa yang anda mahu tag?
-Mcna
-Terq
-Dira
-Anis
-k.qiela

Aku hanya tag orang yang selalu update blog sahaja. HAHA. Tapi siapa2 nak buat..DIPERSILAKAN.

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Saya penyokong Liverpool. Bukan MU.

HAHA. Nak dengar cite bangang tak?? I went straight to Bukit Jalil from Nilai to watch MU's training. Esok kan game dorang. So tadi ada training dorang lah. Bapak ramai orang tadi. Tu baru training dorang. Belom game lagi. I'm sure esok BAPAK SESAK mengalahkan jalan2 di chow kit dan Jalan TAR. Orang Malaysia ni sanggop berpusu2 ke Bukit Jalil semata-mata nak tgk MU training. Training sahaja maa. Yang aku ni mula nya mmg taknak pergi pon. Game dia pon aku tak terpikir nak gi tengok. Tapi dah akak aku yang MU supporters and my brother-in-law die hard fan MUFC tu dah sediakan aku pass and tiket, aku pon terima lah dengan senang hati. Senang hati sbb aku tak payah bayar. MUAHAHA.

So, Yad, Apa and Qiela hantar aku ke Bukit Jalil. I was a bit late. Training start pukul 5.30. I arrived at 6. Nak mencari pintu green gate nye lagi. Habes satu stadium tu aku tawaf. And yang paling buat aku rase bangga+malu sangat sangat..I was wearing LIVERPOOL jersey!!! Hahaha. Orang situ dah lah die hard fan MU. Aku boleh bantai gi pakai jersey Liverpool. Akak aku kate, bikin panas je. HAHA. Peduli ape aku. Kan kan? Haha.

So, dah masuk tu, gi lah tengok MU sepak2 bola..gelecek2 bola, tepuk tampar bola. HAHA. The weird thing is, the game is tomorrow. Tapi orang ramai punya sorak..macam hari ni je game dorang. Rooney tanduk sikit dorang dah "wooooow"...Ryan tergolek siket dah "huiyoo"..haish. Cam tak penah tengok orang pektis bola. Aku dah tergelak2 kat tepi tu. Dengan sume orang pandang aku semacam nye..ade gak suara2 sumbang aku dengar dok cakap pasal aku pakai jersey Liverpool. HAHA.

The best part is masa dah habis, on the way nak kuar kat depan gate entrance, ada sorang camera man ni sibuk dok amek gambar. Pastu dia panggel aku,

"Adik adik. Pandang sini jap. Nak amek gambar."

Aku dah..huh?? Wah. Dah macam artis aku!! HAHA. Secara involuntary nye, aku pon posing lah dengan segedik mungkin menayangkan jersey Liverpool boyfriend aku kat orang ramai yang tengah tengok kejadian itu. HAHA. Malu gila babi okay??? Tapi peduli apa aku?? HAHA. I'm proud of Liverpool walaupun dah kalah dulu bak kate abg camera man tu. HAHA.

Esok time game die ingat nak pakai T-shirt "ALL YOU NEED IS LIVERPOOL' boyfriend aku punye tu. But then my brother-in-law cakap, esok mungkin duduk dengan MUFC. Dia kan MUFC. So, dia nasihatkan..better jgn pakai baju Liverpool lagi. MUFC kan sangat fanatik MU. So kang kompem2 aku kena kang. Adoyh. Ku kecewa. Takpe2. Doa gila tak duduk dengan MUFC. Boleh aku nganjing MU fans lagi!! And be the center of attention again!! Like always. HAHA (perasan!)

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MU vs Midsem

Exam is coming up. I just finished my Grammar quiz and I'm telling you..I sucked!! Bapak susah! I'm starting to worry about my midsem. I can't blew it out again. Nak graduate dah next sem so kena buat betol betol. Haish. Next week is a week holiday. Sorry no going out. I have to study.

Herm. Can't wait to go watch MU against Malaysia this Saturday. I'm going to their training also. Akak asked me last week nak ikot gi tgk training dorang tak?? Of Course!! Haha. Even Ronaldo dah takde..Haih..Takpela. Atleast ada Macheda lagi. And I read that Owen is in MU now. Mungkin dia pon ada nanti??? Hehe.

p/s: Sayang jangan marah. I tengok je MU. tapi tak sokong pon. Tetap Liverpool okeh? HEHE.

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Keperluan terpenting utk lelaki.

Pernah dengar orang kata perempuan tak boleh hidup tanpa lelaki tak? Mesti pernah kan?

Pernah dengar lelaki tak boleh hidup tanpa perempuan?? Aku pernah.

Baru beberapa hari lepas kawan aku si Yad cakap..

"Oouhh..laki takde perempuan tak boleh hidup dowh"

Siapa kata perempuan tak boleh hidup tanpa lelaki? Zaman sekarang perempuan dah boleh hidup berdikari. Tak perlukan lelaki utk survive. Malah sekarang, rata-rata perempuan semua berkerjaya hebat. Dan perempuan lah yang lagi banyak perform in terms of studies berbanding lelaki. Kadang kadang tu..ada jugak pasangan yang kita tengok, si perempuan yang tanggung segala keperluan. Bukan si lelaki.

Perempuan tak boleh hidup tanpa cinta. Bukan lelaki. Tapi lelaki memang tak boleh hidup tanpa perempuan. Mungkin lelaki tak perlukan cinta. Tapi diorang memang perlukan perempuan. And I'm not saying this in terms of sex. No! (Takde bnd lain ke korang pikir??) Tapi kalau korang perhatikan, siapa yang pernah bercinta dengan lelaki, rata-rata semua akan cakap laki dorang sangat manja, sangat gedik.

Ye bagi aku lelaki memang tak boleh hidup tanpa perempuan. Diorang memerlukan teman hidup, teman bermanja, teman utk berkasih. Ada ke laki nak buat semua tu dengan kawan2 dorang? Melainkan dia gay lah. Pada siapa lagi utk mereka luahkan apa yang terpendam dalam sanubari dorang kalau bukan kat perempuan? Herm..

Unlike guys, girls have everyone they could possibly think to do all that. Their bffs, their mother, sisters, cousins and all that. Guys..they don't beremosional with their mom or their brothers. Dorang tak bercakap pn dgn adek or abg dorang. So that's why they need girlfriends so much.

Kita perempuan emosional. Emosional and sensitivity kitorang tu lah yang membuatkan kitorang ni "survivors"!! So ladies...keep on rocking!!

p/s: And I really do believe that he can't live w/o me. Or any other girls he has been with before.

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Hey awak!!!

Psst.. Hey awak. Nak ugut saya? Buat lah apa-apa awak nak. Saya tak heran. Awak dah besar kan? Boleh buat pape yang awak nak. Boleh pikir sendiri. Awak nak buat keburukan atas diri awak, awak buatlah. Saya bukan sape2 lagi untuk halang awak buat pape. Awak bebas untuk buat pape ikot suka hati awak. Saya dah penat. Hati saya sakit. Hati saya terasa. Makan dalam sangat. Tunggulah sampai hati saya pulih, baru awak dengar khabar dari saya. Kalau awak taknak tunggu pun takpe. Saya tak kesah. Sebab saya memang sangat susah untuk pulih. Okaylah. Selamat tinggal.

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Sama spesies.

KD a.k.a I don't know her real name a.k.a my roomate. Tapi dia tak duduk campus. Dia duduk kat Bangi with her family. Same species with me. Uia student. Amek BEN. Same course with me. But dia student first intake. So she's graduating this sem. I'll be graduating next sem. Akhirnya, jumpa yang sama species. Tapi adakah kitorang satu kepala? Lets see. Whatever it is, I'm looking forward to hang out with her. I'll definitely have some friends in Gombak. Can't wait to get out from Nilai. Huh..

But then, will I see you as much as we did in Nilai when I go to Gombak? I don't want things to change. I want to see you everyday. Like we always did.

I love you anak Amzah.

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A "friend" in disguise.

She hates me cause she loves him. I know that. I strongly believe that. She hates me. She doesn't like me. She's in love with him. Always have and forever will. But she never let it out. She loves him discreetly. Secretly. Cause she's afraid if she's being honest about her feelings, she might lose him. She might lose their friendship. Cause they were an incredible friends. And me and him, are an incredible couple.

They were friends even before I met him. They were long time friends. And she was having a crush on him as long as she could remember. I warned him about it. It's obvious. But he just said that I was being ridiculous and they are only friends and nothing will happen between them. Fine.

Still..she hates me. And it's growing each day. I don't care. As long as she keeps her crush on my boyfriend to herself. And if she ever do anything that breaks us apart, she's going to die. I swear on my nenek's grave that I'll destroy her if she destroy us. I don't care if you're not nice to me. I don't care if you don't see me as your friend. And I really don't care if you wanna act nice to me infront of him. I really don't care. You can fool anyone. Anyone but me. Your crush on my boyfriend, really don't scare me. I am secured. Cause he loves me so much. You are only his friend. And he'll always see you that way. Not more and could be less if I wanted to! Don't mess with me.

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As grey as me.

Miss Atiqa, my Oral Communication lecturer said last week how would you describe an apple to a blind man? Of course you can't say things like it's red in colour..how would a blind person knows what a red colour is??

Then, she asked us to describe a colour to a blind man. I was thinking..how? She gave some examples.

"Orange is like..waking up in the morning" or "blue is like the wind blowing through the ocean"...

Then..I must be feeling really grey. Cause my soul is empty.

p/s: I'm still searching who I am.

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Dulu dan sekarang.

Ini Azfar Zahin Amzah dulu dulu.

Kemudian...

Ini Azfar Zahin Amzah sekarang.




Boleh tolong bagitau saya apa perbezaan yang anda nampak? Terima kasih.

p/s: Apa pun yang berubah, apa pun yang berbeza, satu saja yang takkan berubah atau berbeza..sayang saya pada awak.


Ifi cifinta youfu safangafat! :))



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A friend in need.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. I can't stand another minute here in UIA!! Everything is killing me. The studies and the students exactly!! Okay maybe it's me yang berproblem cause I don't really communicate with people around here. How can I??? Firstly, mostly orang kat sini berpuak puak. I hate that kind of people. Hello??!! This is so not high school anymore! Secondly, they like to talk shits!! Mengumpat je keje. Tak ngumpat budak, ngumpat lecturers. Like OMG!! Again, it's not high school!! Thirdly, diorang pon jenis memilih kawan, me myself pon camtu, mmg takkan masuk lah kan? And last but not least, the girls here seriously need to go out more often. Dah macam kat asrama sekolah perempuan dah. Semua laki pon nak minat. Sampai ke lecturer yang muda2 baru graduate pon dorang nak rebut!! OMG!! Kalau dah gatal sangat, cakap kat mak, nak berhanti belajar, pastu kahwin teros! Orang lain yang ada boyfriend tu pon takdelah batak sangat. Kalau kempunan nak laki pon, janganlah nampak sangat. Malu weh. Pastu nak cerita kat cafe, gelak kuat2..cakap pon nak terjerit2 macam nak kasi satu dunia tahu kau minat siapa. Euww!

Seriously, it's hard to find someone I can trust and I can hang out with here. Yang sekepala pon, mulut macam kepochi. Rahsia takleh nak diam. I hate to say this..but I think I miss STF. Though I hate that place and the teachers there but still..I rather be in STF then in UIA. Atleast I have my friends there. Or some.."so-called-friend"..but hey, atleast I'm not alone there. Here, I can't even talk to anyone. Apa has become my everything. Dah more to kawan perempuan then teman lelaki. Everything pon cakap kat dia. And dia hanya boleh respon "herm".."sabarlah".."herm".."herm"...and that's all. He's a guy. What do you expect? That's why I need somebody who I can be excited with. Where, whenever I need a company or a place to ngadu or story about stuff, she's there. Like a bff lah. My bff is far away. Handphones, yeah. But kena topup and all that. So, it's limited. Tak best.

Oh Tuhan..dengar lah rintihan ini. Kau kurniakanlah aku seorang sahabat disini. Sahabat yang boleh ku berkawan sampai mati. Amin.

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Bad luck day.

Haish. Geram nie. Baru ingat nak start my day with a smile. I've planned everything yesterday. Satu pon tak jadi. Haih. Apakan daya. Kita hanya merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan. Tolong lah hari not my bad luck day. Pagi pagi bangun nak gi withdraw duit nak bayar all the saman and buy some books yang tak dibeli lagi. ATM machine dah lah jauh. Panas pulak tu pagi pagi nie. Dah beratur panjang2, tiba2 machine tu teknikal problem pula kata nya. Haih. Pergi cari ustad Bahari. Naik tangga tinggi2 sampai tingkat 3 tapi dia takda pulak. Turun kat ofis pon dia takda. Nak cari lecturer lain, tak tau mane bilik dorang pulak. Wuarkh!!!

Dipendekkan cerita, hari ni dimulakan dengan "not a smile, but a frown"!! Hope boo dah sihat. Semalam tak berapa nak sihat kata nya.

p/s: Boo bangun lah cepat. teman bee. Bosan!

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losing faith.

Damn. I'm lost. Again. Dah jauh terpesong ni. Perlu kembali ke pangkal jalan. Don't forget your goals here Phye!! Remember your promises to yourself! Don't let me down again! Gotta pick up the missing pieces. Ya Allah, give me strength to keep up with this life.

Life. A brutal word to me. That gives a million reason to stay alive. Don't let go. Hold on to your grip. Keep on fighting. Gotta let the fighter in me to come out. Don't hold back. Hold on Phye. You can do it. You are a smart girl.

Where's the Phye who always score her goals no matter what? Gotta keep moving on. Don't let other things distract you. Don't ever let the past happen again!! Don't!Don't let them down. You love them, make them happy.

Strength. Support. Faith. I need it. People who love me..help me with all that.

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Kenapa??

Tak puas hati! Kenapa dorang tanam MJ cara kristian? Dia kan dah masuk Islam?? Tak puas hati!!

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My mom is my bestfriend.

Last Saturday I went out with my parents for a midnight movie kat Cheras Leisure Mall. My dad belanja me, my bro and my mom tengok Transformers 2. Seriously, Michael Bay is going to be damn rich!! Ramai gile orang. Dorang bukak 2 hall for this movie at every hour. And the tickets are all sold out!! Sampai pukul 1 pagi pon still ade orang waiting to watch the movie. Dalam hall movie tu, ada lah satu family ni..sampai ke paksu2 dia pon join. Seating dorang pecah2. One of their son has to seat beside us. Umur macam baru darjah 3 lah. Pastu sorang kat depan, sorang kat belakang, sorang kat tepi. Sanggup tu duduk pecah2 sorang2 just to watch Transformers. And that movie is seriously tiptop!! Pandai betul omputih ni buat cerita. Haish..Malaysia Malaysia...bila nak kuar Cicakman 3??? HAHA. Setakat Cicakman jela yang Malaysia mampu buat. Haih..Kita mmg ketinggalan 30 tahun ke belakang when it comes to making movies.

So, before masuk hall, while waiting for the pintu to bukak, I sat down beside my mom while my dad and my bro pegi mane entah. Borak borak lah dengan my mom sambil dia makan aiskirim dia tu. Entah apa mimpi tiba2 nak aiskirm. BR pulak tuh. Haih..umi umi..tengah tengah borak tu..well..the usual stuff lah. "how's your studies?" how's your assignments" and all that. Tiba tiba dia tanya...

"Ija, kenapa Ija suka Azfar?"

I was like...huh?? Terdiam jap. Nak menyerap pertanyaan dia. Takut takut its a trick question. Then dia tanya lagi..

"What is it about him yang Ija suka?"

I just laugh. Smiling , not knowing what to answer. Bukan tak tahu apa yang nak jawab. Tapi terkejut dengan soalan dia. Tengok muka my mom yang mmg macam nak sangat tahu tu..I started lah to answer.

" Err..herm..dia sweet lah. Then..ehh. Kenapa Ija kena gtau umi? I don't think this is a appropriate topic for me to discuss with you. Ija usually cerita dengan Along or my friends je".

Then my mom jawab " Why not? I'm your bestfriend!"

HAHAHAHA. Aduhaii umi..comel nye lahai. HAHA. Well, she is. But I don't think I should be talking about my boyfriend to her. Macam seganlah. Dahlah my mom ni bukan stock2 yg "cool mom" where you can tell them anything. My mom jenis yang old-fashion. If I tell her stuff about me and Apa, I'm sure banyaklah yang dia nak bebel. Apa drive kete bawak I jalan2 pon dia nak bising dah (cause dia tak suka berduaan je dalam kete or berduaan je kuar. kalau ramai2 takpe). I know mmg patut cakap pasal benda2 cani dgn your mother, but not my mom. She's cool but not that cool. I mean..when I'm getting married, then boleh lah cerita2 cani. But not now.

HAHA. But I really can't forget what she said. HAHA. Comel lah mak aku nie. Perasan pon ada gak kadang kadang. HAHA. I miss you umi. Tunggu Ija nak kahwin kang ea. Then umi nak tanya pape, tanya lah. I'll answer everything. HAHA.

p/s: Thank you umi belikan Ija hp baru.

ngeng.