I am not "Mando Daio".

I am not "Mando Daio". Don't treat me as if I am. I don't give a shit about anything anymore. Honesty is all I want. You and I..we are not friends. We are not enemies. We are nothing.

Kau boleh jadi jaguh perawan yang handal, aku tak kesah. Kiri kanan depan belakang keliling pinggang siang malam kau nak berpojen dengan awek awek yang kau anggap mudah untuk kau dapat sumpah aku tak ambil pusing lagi. Aku tak peduli. You are the least of my problems. Tapi kalau kau anggap aku antara awek awek sekalian, kau salah. Aku dan kau tiada apa ikatan. Jangan layan aku macam kita ada apa apa.


Dengan "Mando Daio" kau boleh tipu cakap kau dengan family tak boleh contact padahal terang terangan kau dengan aku sedang bermanja beramah mesra beromen romen. Aku boleh jadi teman subahat kau. Tapi kalau kau jadikan aku macam "Mando Daio", jangan kau pikir aku takkan tahu. Sebab aku tak bodoh macam "Mando Daio" kau. Aku Nancy Drew kau yang dulu kau tinggalkan cause you are just a stupid idiot who can't keep up with me. Tapi takpe. Sebab kau buat aku rasa disayangi, aku pejam sebelah mata. Tapi dalam diam, aku sedang memerhatikan dengan dua dua belah mata.


"Mando Daio"...kesian aku tengok kau. Takpe. Kalau kau rasa worth it, stay jelah. Kalau kau rasa ak, baek kau blahh je. Kalau bukan sebab aku terikat, dah lama aku angkat kaki pergi membawa diri jauh jauh.

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Sylvia Path.

I feel so fucked up. Stress!! Final is in two weeks. Tons of assignments. Everyweek ada je activity yang compulsory. I hate it when it includes marks for finals. I am depressed.


Sylvia Path. One the world's most famous poet. Killed herself out of depression. She attempted thrice. And succeeded on the third. She puts her head in the oven and baam!! She took out her life just like that. Scary and painful. If I want to commit suicide, I'll definitely do it in a less painful way. Much less.


But my life is no where any less pain. Okay. It's the hormones talking again I guess.


AGD (Annual Grand Dinner) is on this Thursday. Many said I'm very excited about it cause it's kinda my thing. Well you guys, AGD in UIA..is definitely not my thing. Not in UIA. Wearing gowns and dresses with tudung..is totally not my thing. Not that I disgust wearing tudung. I'll be twice as hot as I was when I wasn't wearing any of course. :)) The thing is..if the theme for AGD is not as same as the theme for my prom last two years..I don't think I'll be going after all. But dah alang2 I already have the dress and the masquerade, pegi jelah.


-sigh-...bosan. What a pathetic life. I need some entertainment. You guys..jom pegi D-G-1?? Bwahaha.


p/s: Hidup mesti perasan.

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knock knock.

Hey you. I just saw tag photos of you and your girlfriend. Sweet. Hope you guys last long and happily together kay? You are the sweetest guy I've ever known my entire life. Stay that way. It's your charm. :))



p/s: Never deny anything to please others.

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Japanese hunk of my dream.

5 words to start this post. .. TAKIYA GENJI...I LOVE YOU!!!

I'm usually not a big fan of Asian movies but I like watching Yakuza type of action movies. Like seriously. I like the violence. Memang sumpah cair laa enn. Brother2 cani lahh gua nak!! Gaya ada, tumbuk pun sedap, muke pun comel. Dapat sekor cani hidup kena buru pun tak kesah haa. BWAHAHA.

I just finished watching Crows Zero 2. Dulu masa yang first punya, macam suka tgk Serizawa enn. But then tetiba yang second punya cam Genji plak yang memikat hati haa. HAHA!! I love love love love love love TAKIYA GENJI!! Bukan Oguri Shun ea? I prefer fantasy than reality.

p/s: I always have this thing for Japanese guys. I wonder when I can actually have one. Hmm..

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High school are soo not over for me.

I thought I've passed my high school year way back then. The year where I'm all uptight with stupid school rules. The year where I have to sneak my handphone to class. The year where I have to wear kain dalam to school. The year where I'll get punished for not doing my homework. The year where I have to run rounds of school hockey field for failing addmaths. The year where I have to always be scared of spotchecks. The year where I can't sleep well knowing that there'll be a spotcheck at 2am. The year where everything happens only during HIGH SCHOOL!! I thought I've already been there, done that. I was wrong!







I guess I am still in high school. STUPID ISLAMIC HIGH SCHOOL!







UIA owed MPN RM32k. Yelah dah dok guna for exams and for the boys to play futsal every day. Dengan cost kerosakan semua sekali, UIA have to pay them RM32k. And the students are the ones who have to pay the price!!! Mega spotcheck for the whole week!! Like WTF?? I was in my BMW class when suddenly ada 2 org ustazah entered and ada spotcheck katanye. I was freaking out lah enn cause I have my cigarette in my bag. Takut kantoi kang mati plak aku kena jawab sape punya. Nasib baiklah spotcheck dress code je. I did not wear anak tudung,kain dalam. But I passed all that except for my shoes!!!BABI! Aku kena saman because ustazah said my shoes were too fancy!!! WTF?? Tak make sense langsung!! So what if my shoes are too fancy??? Itu ke kau nak saman aku?? Tak masuk akal tau tak??? Asal kau jeles kasut aku lawa sgt and yours are like bundle shoes???? Eyh c'mon lah!! Kasut aku kaler gelap okay?? And bertutup penuh!! Just sikit ada lubang2 je. Boleh plakk die cakap cani.."ouh kasut awak tak boleh ni. Too fancy!! Awak nak pergi mane pakai kasut fancy?? Nak pergi kelas je bukan nak gi mana2 pon"...WTF??? Itu lah kasut nak ke kelas aku pandai!!! Is it my fault that it's too fancy??? Urgh! Susah jadi orang hot ni...oopps! bwahaha.







UIA dah makin menggila skrg. Melampau. Sampai ke handphone sume die nak check!! Hello?? Handphones are our privacy okay?? Even parents aku pon tak penah nak sibuk2 check, ape hak korang nak check2 handphone orang??? Even polis nak check pon kena ada waran okay?? Kau orang suka suka hati nak check tak tentu pasal!! (Tak pasal aku delete sume porns tau??) Teddy bear kena rampas, make ups and perfumes pon kena amek, kasut ada bunga2 pon kena. OMG!! Memang gila desperate syiall!! Tolonglah. There are many other ways boleh cari utk settle en saman. Ni korang makan duet student tak malu ke? Kesian lah sikit. Not all of us are fortunate. Those yang kena saman sampai RM300 tu cane dorang nak bayar? Dah lah sekali saman RM50. Tak boleh appeal mintak kurang plakk tu. Considerate sikit boleh?? Takde sivik langsung!!







Sorry lah UIA. Bukan aku nak memalukan korang. It's just that...you guys are too much.









Mengucap panjang Phye. -sigh-







I guess..I will never be able to leave my "high school" years..

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The ugly duckling.

Kenapa dalam 3G phone aku nampak sgt kurus dan cengkung padahal in reality aku gemokkk???? Aku nak yang ini boleh? Bukan tak bersyukur dengan diri sendiri tapi kalau dapat yang ini pun hati dah cukup suka. :))

p/s: Takpe. Aku tetap hot. HAHA.

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Angel from heaven.

Boo. We are almost a year now. It's my biggest achievement in relationship so far. And I'm proud of myself. And of you too. I was the hardest chick you've ever met. The toughest one to handle. And the most gedik one too I guess. But you stand by me. All the time. You never leave me though I throw you to the farthest land. You keep to your promises. Your words aren't just sweet words. You mean them and you have proved them to me.When you did something wrong, you'll make it up to me. When I'm angry, you calm me down. When I hit you, you let me. I am the luckiest girl on earth to have you in my life. You love me so much. I know. And the feelings are mutual. I love you too. And boo..I'd kill for you.

p/s: Kasih sayang berbelah bahagi? I know I don't have to worry.

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I am no fun.

Menu aku makan hari ini.

2.00 p.m - Nasi lauk > (aku bangun lambat so breakfast tak makan.)
5.00 p.m - Lamb chop
8.00 p.m - Nasi lauk yang akak aku masak kat rumah.


Macam mana nak kurus kalau makan pun cam esok tak blh makan lagi? Apa dah gelak gelak haa tengok aku makan. Kata nak kurus en badan this year tapi awal awal lagi dah hampeh. Cett. Anese aku jeles haa dgr kau jog hari hari. Tadi pun kau lari marathon 5km non stop!! Cilakak! Bagi aku sikit spirit kau tu. Boleh?


p/s: Hey kaw!! You are the most irresponsible and selfish person on earth I have ever met.

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Young and naive is my best gift.

I was looking at some of the old photos of me and my family I found just now. Those photos of me was hilarious. I had this ala ala Mullet hairdo yang macam Billy Ray Cyrus during his big hits. OMG! Memang sumpah buruk!! But still..I maintained my cuteness. Hee. Then there was this photo of me and the twins. We were at my late Atuk's fish pond. The whole big family went fishing that day. I love that photo. We were damn young and naive. Smiles were on our faces. We were so close and tight! I was standing in the middle between Asma and Asa. I was always in the middle when I'm with them. Cause that way I can be fair to both of them. During those days, both of them want me by their side. Dinner at the table, I was in the middle. In movies, I was in the middle. Sleepovers, I was in the middle. Fights (yang tak include me) I was in the middle. Now..I wish I can say the same..


Sometimes..I wish I can turn back time. Undo what I did and give the best out of me. But then..everytime people ask me.."if you can turn back time and undo your mistakes..at which part of your life that you want to change?"...I can't answer it. There'll be too many parts! My father asked me this question a few weeks ago. I answered the part where I betrayed Asma. Yeahh. I'm not saying that I regret I met Apa. No. I was blessed to be with him. It's just that....herm. I miss them. I miss the fun we used to have and the troubles we were into. Well well well. Lets not go there again.


Back to the photos. When I looked at myself in the photos..I almost cried. Not because of how cute I was!!! HAHA. But how innocent and naive I used to be. Along once said I was a good kid. Never troubled her that much. I wasn't a pain in the ass. Though I am a bit spoilt, but I was a nice kid. And a brilliant one too I might add. Hehe...I cried because..look how I turned out to be today. I don't hate myself..sometimes yeahh..but then..from a good kid to a bad person. I do a lot of sins..we all do but mine..some are unforgiven..and soon the most unforgiven one. I destroy many hearts. I hurt many feelings. I dissapoint many people..even myself. I betray many innocents. I kill everybody's trust!! I hate what I am today.


Masa kecik tak sabar nak besar. Nak keje. Nak ada rumah sendiri. Nak pakai mekap. Nak pakai kasut tumit tinggi. Nak ada boyfriend. Nak semua yang orang besar ada. Tapi masa kecik kita terlupa atau taktau yang orang besar ada satu benda yang akan lekat dengan dorang...masalahsss!! Bila dah besar, kita pulak rasa macam nak putar masa balik pergi ke zaman kanak kanak. Nak main kejar kejar depan rumah. Nak main mak mak dengan jiran jiran. Nak bangun pagi pagi pergi sekolah. Nak main mercun time raya. Nak dapat duit raya. Nak penuh puasa di bulan puasa. Nak dapat duit belanja hari hari. Walaupun kena marah dengan mak ayah pun takpe. Sanggup dari kena marah dengan bos. Sebab orang besar tahu yang walau naif macam mane pon masa kecik, dorang ada satu benda yang orang besar takde...masalahsss!!!
Memang kuat sungguh kuasa masalah ini yea? Boleh jadi gila kalau hari hari fikir.



Aku nak jadi muda balik!!!!!!!! Boleh?

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I believe in me.

Finally. After a long hard search and thinking, I came to a new resolution for this year. Something I realised on my own. I am 20 this year. And it doesn't sound too young anymore.

Be mature and rational!!

Start saving money for future interest.

Do things for myself this time.

No more stupid stuff.

Behave myself like a civilised person.

Fashion myself with something I am comfortable and confident with.

Upgrade my confidence level.

No more belief in things that are just too good too be true.

InsyaAllah and good luck.

And btw, I am temporarily single but not available right now. I'm in no mood of being in a relationship with anyone. Just not now. The only person I'll be focusing and spending everything with, is myself and my family.

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Don't spread the news.

Just when you think your world is perfect, you don't realise it is actually going down don't you? Sorry I had to burst the news in sudden. Though I don't want you to be apart of it, (though technically you are), I have no choice. You leave me with no choice. I hope it's a lesson learn for both of us. You can't just hit and run. There's always a price to pay. Told you karma will hit you back. You just don't expect it will be this soon. Yeah me too. I like it but I'm not smiling.

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My roxstarr.

Baru lepas tengok AJL. Best best! haha. Aku tak layan pun bnd bnd cani but then sebab ada boy friend aku si jejaka A and jejaka S tu perform haa..so memang aku tgk lah en. Congrats jejaka A!!! You won!! I'm so proud of you babeh!! HAHA. Tapi aku a bit tak puas hati haa Bunkface takde placing langsung. Dorang gempak gila kot tadi!! Atleast bagilah the berst performance ke ape enn?? Nampak sangat the judges cam nak ngelak band indie conquer industri muzik haa. Takde lagnsung band yang menang. Padahal aku rasa Bunkface layak kot nak dapat placing. Or atleast best performance lah enn. Aku cakap ni bukan sebab bf aku si jejaka S tu ada okay? Tapi mmg dah terang lagi bersuluh haa dorang gempak gile. Bias!! Nevermind. Asal jejaka A dah menang...suka aku!! HAHA.

Nilah haa sebenarnya jejaka A aku yang aku kecoh dulu tu haa. HAHA

Sam darling? It's okay. We all know you rock just now!! Hehe.

p/s: He's my only roxstarr now.

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Melaka is fun.

Azfar Zahin anak Amzah!! Jangan lah degil sayang. I bukan nak halau you balik Melaka. Tapi sebab I sayang you lah I paksa you balik. Sayang jangan degil okay? You ni..Melaka dengan Seremban tak jauh pon. Sama jugak macam dari Seremban ke K.L. I tak jauh pon dari you. Every week boleh jumpa macam biasa en? You jangan manja sangat okay?? Nanti orang lain pelik. Gf you lek je..you plak yang terlebih. Hehe. Belajar rajin rajin okay? Muahxx!

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I'm a strong broken hearted girl.

Hati..

Aku sangat kagum dengan kau. Aku ingatkan, bila kau disakiti kau akan jatuh menjunam seperti sebelum sebelum ini. Ternyata aku salah. Kau makin kuat. Barangkali, pemikiran kau sudah matang. Yelah. Apa guna tangisi orang yang tidak tahu menghargai diri ini. Kau tabah mengharungi hari hari kau walaupun memori bersama si dia masih segar di ingatan. Membayangkan jikalau si dia sebenarnya sudah punya pengganti baru, kau tetap redha. Sudah takdir Illahi kan? Ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian. Umi selalu pesan.."biar orang buat kita, jangan kita buat orang"..tapi umi..kalau orang itu buat kita macam anjing, buang kita macam sampah, perbuatan gampang macam itu pun, kita masih harus bersabar ke? Masa aku kecil dulu aku terpikir juga. Tapi semakin usia aku meningkat, baru aku faham. Hidup ini hukum karma. Masa yang berlalu, tidak boleh diulangi. Perkara yang dah berlalu, patut dibiarkan berlalu. Ambil pengajaran dan elakkan perkara yang sama dari berlaku.

Hati..

Aku akui. Aku bangga dengan kau kerana walau masih berdarah..kau tetap berdiri. Bila difikirkan kembali, menangis air mata darah sekali pun tidak ada guna nya. Baik kau teruskan kehidupan kerana masih banyak lagi perkara indah yang belum dinikmati. Dunia terlalu luas. Hari ini orang sakit, esok tetap berjuang sehingga ajal menjemput.

Hati..

I'm very proud of you. It is his lost. Not yours. Consider yourself lucky. Cause atleast dia tunjukkan awal awal siapa dia yang sebenar sebelum terlambat. And yeah..he is the devil in disguise.

Ni lagu aku dedicate kat kaw!!

First I was afraid, I was petrified!

Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side.

But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong.

I grew strong. I learn how to carry on!!

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He is the devil in disguise.

Thanks mate. :))

To a cheap attention seeker.

Helo minah. Kan aku cakap jangan cari pasal sama kawan aku? Apa? "i'm glad that she is the one who likes him?"..Meh sini aku nak habaq mai kat hang. Your ex has been chasing my friend since the first day he set his eyes on her! He was willing to wait for her because at that time, she was not single. They like each other! He even said that he "cinta" my friend. Ouh c'mon. You don't really think that he will go back to you even if their relationship don't work out kan? What's left of you??? She's the ideal girl every guy dreamed off. She's everything that you are not!! She's damn intelligent, she's soft spoken, she knows how to respect other people, she's a loyal friend, she's EROTIC, and most of all, she's a virgin!! That is something you are not aite?? You think guys flirt around with you for what? Because they just wanna get into your pants and they know you are easy to get!!! Like durhh. She doesn't look for weed to solve her problems!! Unlike you, she has many friends to back her up. You?? Where are your friends?? Kalau setakat nak mengendeng dgn jantan jantan konon hot stuffs kat UIA ni kau nak berlagak, tak payah laa. You are sooooo an attention seeker!! Cheap attention. Konon tak boleh jalan sbb kaki patah kena guna wheel chair padahal terang terang kau dah byk kali kantoi boleh berdiri!! Kau nak ape minah? Simpati? Ouh c'mon! Takde cara murah lain lagi ke kau boleh buat?? Aku pon boleh cari perhatian murah kalau macam tu. Pegi gig pastu buat2 pengsan ke enn..nnt ade org boleh tlg angkat aku. Dapat gakk attention enn? Oppss..I guess you already done that too. HAHA.


Kau kata kawan aku tak hot? Haha. Apa definition of "HOT" pada kau? Pakai seksi seksi, pegi clubbing sana sini, tido dgn setiap jantan kau suka, kawan dgn orang konon gempak, tu kau dah boleh kata hot laa? HAHA. Tu hot untuk pompuan jenis murahan macam kau!! Sebab kawan aku pakai tudung, sopan santun ala ala perempuan melayu terakhir, kau kata dia tak hot? Kalau berperangai macam pompuan sial kau nak kata tak hot, aku pon lebih rela tak jadi hot!


Look, it is soooo obvious that you still can't get over your ex. I know you're broken hearted. I understand. I really do. But blowing up another's candle won't make yours shines brighter you know? Just move on slowly without hurting someone else. Aku tau kau tak puas hati dgn cara ex kau tinggalkan kau. Kau dah sayang orang tu gila babi, tapi bila all of sudden dia tinggalkan kau without any explaination, kau jadi tak tentu arah. I know. I've been there, done that. Tapi kau pk lah pakai otak. Kau nak buat apa pon, nak cakap buruk pasal gf dia skrg pon, apa faedah nya? Apa yang kau dapat? Kau buat orang makin benci kat kau je. You will never get him back! He will never come back to you! Face the fact, accept the truth, stop being in denial and move on! Stop making a fool of yourself. Nothing you can do that can turn back time. And my advise to you, don't let me hear another word about you talking bad about my friend cause seriously, you almost got me on my last nerve. Aku tak peduli kau rapat dgn siapa. Aku tak peduli siapa geng kau. Aku tak peduli apa nama belakang kau. Aku peduli kalau kau cari pasal dgn kawan aku. I love her so much. So bila dia disakiti, aku turut terasa. Aku bukan penyebok. Aku vigilante kawan kawan aku. Jangan sampai kawan aku tu sendiri yang bertindak. Cause trust me bitch, if she did, you'll be sorry you're ever born.


Ouh yeah..and as for "penyebok antarabangsa"...you'll be seeing us more often each day. Sampai en kalau kitorang takde, kau akan rasa rinnnnduuuuuu sangat sangat. aite??


Btw, your ex and my friend are happy together. Life never been better for them. So just lupakan apa apa hasrat kau. Change before it's too late.

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My ticket away from sorrow.

Along texted me just now mintak tolong jadi choreographer for her staffs. HAHAHAHAHA!! HUKM is having a some sort of an event kot. So ada dance performance pe bnd sume. Her department buat lagu "bahu ke bahu" but Along is not so happy with their routine. Cam bese-bese je. Department lain buat tarian ulik mayang. Along en Presiden Pharmacy so she's very concern lah. Along asked for my help. HAHA. Dia tahu haa adik dia ni ada bakat en. HAHA. Masa wedding Along dulu aku ada choreograph en lagu hindustan bagi budak budak kecik menari. It was a splendid performance and sume org pon mula lah haa nak puji puji anak K.gee ni en. HAHA. (kembang kuncup dah haa bontot aku yang besor ni). So.. I was thinking of buat hindustan gak utk Along punya staff. Dorang taknak yang banyak banyak gelek or ada stunt stunt bagai. Not like moddance lah. So I can think of hindustan jela. Tarian Melayu dah ade department lain buat. (n plus aku tak berapa teror tarian melayu). But then en...if I agree to help my sis, I would be choreographing for old people. Well, not really old lah. But older than me. Paling muda pon 22!! OMG! Aku ni dah lah garang haa. ala ala Yasmin AF tu haa. Takkan nak terjerit jerit kat org tua?



Final is around the corner. Theater pon sama. Assignments lagi. Semua due date next week. This dance performance pon next week gak. Mana nak cari masa haa? This is the part where I feel like 24 hours a day isn't enough. But nevermind. I'm doing something I have passion in.




Atleast, I can keep myself busy from being sorrow. I need this.

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Life's a karma. Karma's a bitch. U are my bitch.

Kelemahan aku adalah apabila aku cepat mempercayai orang. Bila diberikan kata kata janji manis, harapan mula menggunung tinggi. Walaupun tahu barisnya disusun rapi, hati menafikan kebenaran, mempercayai penipuan yang memang nyata di depan mata. Pabila kepercayaan yang diberi dibunuh serta merta, jantung bagai direntap, nafas bagai terhenti, dunia jadi malap. Tidak disangka, orang yang paling digantung harapanlah yang menikam diri ini. Sama ada dalam masa sehari hati si dia boleh berubah atau memang diri ini yang diperbodohkan, hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu. Sedih apabila terpaksa menerima hakikat diri ini tidak diperlukan lagi. Dibuang, dilayan seperti anjing. Terasa bodoh kerana mempercayai si dia yang tidak tahu menghargai. Mempergunakan hati yang mencintai dan menyayangi sepenuh dan seikhlas hati. Betapa peritnya untuk menerima hakikat kasih tidak lagi terjalin antara diri ini dan si dia hanya Tuhan saja yang tahu. Apakah punca? Diri ini tidak diberikan penjelasan. Hanya ditinggalkan bulat bulat dengan harapan diri ini mengerti mengapa terjadinya kisah seperti ini. Si dia meyakinkan diri ini bahawa dia sanggup menerima cabaran untuk ke alam baru. Tapi belum separuh jalan, si dia mengaku kalah, memberi alasan belum bersedia dan rindukan zaman kegemilangannya. Apa yang harus diri ini lakukan? Hanya berserah pada Tuhan. Janji manis nyata hanya ukiran di bibir. Mula nya diri ini tidak mampu meneruskan kehidupan. Tapi bila difikirkan kembali, mengapa diri ini harus bersedih untuk si dia yang pengecut? Penipu? Tidak. Bodoh sekali mengajar diri ini untuk bangkit dan tepis segala simpati dalam diri. Tidak akan diri ini jadi bodoh kali ke dua. Ego yang dipendam, disimpan dulu kini muncul kembali menjalankan tugas nya. Harapan diri ini moga ego tidak kalah pada emosi yang selalu menjatuhkan. Dan si dia..hanya akan jadi si pengecut yang tidak akan kemana. Tidak mengapa. Diri ini tidak membenci si dia. Malah, ingin berterima kasih kerana telah membuka mata diri ini dan mengajar untuk menjadi kuat. Terima kasih. Dari hati.




Aku katakan ini pada kaw!



p/s: Kehidupan ini satu putaran. Hukum karma pasti membalas.

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After a year.

Location : Old Town White Coffee di Semanja.

Time : 3.55- 7.00

Aktiviti : Chit chatting yang dah dekat setahun punya cerita.

The legendary Nurul Ain binti Kamal and Miss Bye.
Terubat sudaa rindu..:))) Thanks...

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my baby...GIRL???

This naughty boy..dengan poster pon jadi lah nak ngorat...

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And Zafran dah insaf!!!!!!

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OMG you guys jangan ingat Zafran khunsa or baby girl okay?? He's a boy. Just dia masa ni kena buli dgn Maksu dia yang suka gila buli dia. I forced him to pakai tudung!! HAHA.

Why I like to bully him? Cause he never cries if I pulled his pants down, rampas food dia or tonyoh kepala dia. He will only laugh or smile. Cause he knows how to joke around. Korang tak terasa ke??

Love you sayang!!

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Why I'm their best daughter.

Contoh anak terbaik meluang masa bersama ibu bapa (buwek!!)

Poyo poyo je aku ni. Padahal malas nak layan haa. HAHA

Gaya seorang ayah yang konon pro. HAHA.

Umi ni pon bukan betol ni. Konon tau nak mancing. Haha.

Jaring ni umi beli cantik catik utk letak ikan bila dapat. Atlast tangkap angin jela. HAha.

Aku sampai umah je hari Jumaat tu, umi and ayah ajak aku pegi mancing kat Semenyih. Apa mimpi tiba2 nak gi fishing pon tatau lah. Dah lah aku tgh penat gila babi. Tapi dah umi ayah ajak enn. Walaupun berat hati, tapi aku pergi jugak nak amek hati dorang. Yelaa..kalau kawan or boyfriend ajak kuar laju je pegi. Tapi dgn umi ayah malas plak. Adeh. Dah lah aku mmg tak suka mancing haa. Masa kecik kecik dulu boleh laa. Best je enn mancing dapat ikan. Dah makin besar ni makin takde ikan yang aku dapat. Heran aku. Takpelah. Maybe aku lg hot mase kecik kecik dulu kot. Tu yang dah sanggop je mati utk aku. HAHA!! Tapi tak dapat pon ikan!! HAHA. Kitorang pegi kejap je dalam sejam stengah. Tapi umi kata next week nak pegi mancing lagi. Tapi kat tempat lain. Ohh tidak!!

ngeng.