3rd Feb 2011, 2.13 a.m
" UMI TERLALU KECEWA DGN IJA. AMBIL PELAJARAN TERLALU MUDAH ! BAYANGKAN KALAU IJA DI BARKAN DARI MENGAMBIL PEPERIKSAAN. APA NAK JADI KALAU IJA HANYA SPM HOLDER ! DIBERI OTAK YG BAGUS TAPI DISALAH GUNAKAN ! KAMI SEMUA DAH BOSAN DGN ATTITUDE IJA N KALAU DAH HANYA SPM HOLDER JGN MENYESAL DAN SALAHKAN DIRI SENDIRI. NANTI KAWAN2 ADA DEGREE TAPI IJA......TOLONGLAH CUKUP IJA BUAT PERANGAI MCM NI. UMI DAH TAK LARAT DGN IJA YG AMBIL PERKARA TERLALU MUDAH. OH YE, ALONG DAPAT OFFER BELAJAR MASTER KAT SCOTLAND....ALHAMDULILLAH DAN SEDANG BERUSAHA NAK DPT BIASISWA... "
You shouldn't have said those last 3lines mom....
Yeah I know I play around a lot. I skipped classes and stuffs. But I'm not stupid. Just a bit lazy. Dari nak rasa menyesal terus rasa lagi nak rebel. I need some encouragement, not condemination. Or any glint of it. And if by comparing me with Along and show off what a damn brilliant good daughter she is compared to me is your idea of encouraging... don't blame me if I never get a degree.
p/s: Btw, congrats Along. You deserve it. I love you.
ngeng.
babe, i think your mum has been supporting you more than anything else since you were small lagi.rmmber masa SPM,did you see any other mum yg sanggup tidur kt sickbay, tunggu you habis paper and all?
ReplyDeletedon't blame her for this ok?
aku pun skrg on the verge of failing, but let's admit, it's because our playfulness, and sampai bile org nak kasik encouragement. kalau diorg kasik pun ,tp kite tak serik serik, mestila diorg fed up.
kalau you, nasihat org tp xdengar, i doubt you'll stay like your mum stayed with you. mesti dh fed up awal2. so babe, don't blame your mum ok?tu mmg salah kite.
maybe it's time to get your life straight.set your priorities.maybe it's time to slow down all the other stuff, not completely takde, but slow down.all the love,the drama.let's concentrate on our future.guys come and go.but our education determines who we are.and without that,guys are gonna take us for granted.
i love you and that's why i'm saying this to you.
i have a lot to tell to you.
and i miss you.
and i love you. :(
can't wait to go back and spend the whole week,month,holiday with you.