Real nightmares.

Dah 3 nights bangun pukul 4 lebih sebab lapar. Then, turun bawah, pergi dapur, cari food. Two hours later sambong tido. Mak aih. Everyday canie, mati kegemukan lahh. Penah dgr tak orang mati kegemukan? Kalau tak penah, tak lame lagi keluar paper lahh tue. Takpelah. Dapat gak wajah nie masok paper. Hehe.

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Urgh!!!

So, I told Apa about what Along told me. Then, he immediately said that he'll explain everything to Along. But still...it's not considered as problem solved yet. Cause I don't know wether they'll believe us or not. Haish. The last thing I want to do is buat my brother in law terase. He has been nothing but nice to me since he met Along. And now he thinks that I'm using him. Seriously..yesterday, nothing was planned. Everything happened so suddenly. Haish. I'm scared lah. I don't know what to do. And the worst part is, I scolded Apa just now. I was too straight forward about what I feel. I even use the word "loser". I must have hurt him so bad. Well done Phye. Two persons are hurt by you. Urgh. Great. Things are just getting "better" and "better"!!!

p/s: I hate this part right here.

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sorry.

Straight forward sangat ke aku? Sorry if I hurt your feelings. Tak berniat pon.

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It was lovely, but then...

Okay. Continue to yesterday post, turns out actually Apa was just trying to give me a surprise. I told him that I will be watching the game at Hartamas with my sister and brother in law. He decided to do me a surprise by coming to Hartamas. Tapi unfortunately, terkantoi lebih awal. And by that time, he was already near Damansara. I was happy by his intention but at the same time, I was worried too. How am I going to tell my sister and my brother in law? Would they believe me if I told the truth?

But then at the last minute, my sister change the venue. We went to Subang. So did Apa n his friends. Though I;m happy that he's here, still..I don't feel good. I told Apa to come and sit with me and my sister. But he refused. He was shy. I hae no choice but to sit with Apa. He came all the way from Seremban that night just to watch football with me. If only Apa sit with akak and all..everything would be so much easier.

And just now, Along told me that my brother in law "terase" with me. That he felt as if I used him to get out that night. Cause my parents would let me go out at night. But since I'm going with him, my parents let me out. Abg Saiful thought I had planned it all with my friends. Padahal I didn't know that Apa was coming. I was in the car when I found out that he's already in K.L to surprise me. He came all the way from Seremban, takkan tak duduk dgn dia. Ajak dia duduk dgn my sis sume..mmg takkan lah dia nak duduk. Adoyh. I don't know what to do. Should I explain the truth to Along and abg Saiful? I know they won't believe me. They'll think that I create an excuse. Should I apologise to Abg Saiful? Segan lah. I don't know how. I think I just keep quiet kott. Takot lah. Cane nie? I'm stuck. I don't feel good.

p/s: Thank you sayang for the surprise. I appreciate sangat.

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Ape main point you nak tipu?

Sekarang tengah sms dgn Apa. He told me that he will be watching the football match at Seremban with Megat. And right at this moment, dia tengah jalan jalan dengan Megat kat Seremban 2. But however, my friend finder plak tak mengesahkan statement dia tue. Friend finder ni cakap: RM0.30 Friend Finder:017xxxxxxx is near UPM, Serdang, Selangor!!

Sejak bila Seremban 2 kat Selangor? Name pon SEREMBAN 2. haih..tapi sampai sekarang pon I didn't ask him why he lied. I don't want to spoil my mood. Jap lagi nak kuar ikot Abg Saiful tgk bola kat Hartamas. And the last thing I need is nak gadoh dgn dia. But I'm really curious to know what he's up to. Haih..

I did the friend finder cause he sounds so weird just now. Asyik tanya which part of Hartamas am I going? If dia nak buat surprise ke ape pon..tak boleh ke die gtau jea dia mmg kat K.L and tgk dgn kawan kawan dia kat tmpt lain. Takda nye I nak syak ke ape. Haih..what should I do? Go and tell him about my friend finder or just wait til he come clean? But what if dia tak bgtau jugak? I korek korek pon dia tetap tak gtau. Haih..I don't feel good.

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tak best lah canie..

I got a message from Qiela saying that she and Yad has ended their relationship!!!! What the fuck!!! Takmo lah. I've always known Yad as Qiela's. It will be weird for me if I see him with a different girl. Takot tak masuk plak cam dgn Qiela. Eventhough Qiela cakap that she will still keep in touch with us and nothing will change even die break dgn Yad pon, still....tak best lah canie. I really hope taht they'll work something out. Reason Qiela break pon sebab selalu gaduh. Aduh. That sounds really familiar. Now I'm scared. Haih.

janganlah break korang..

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Mimpi mainan tidur?

Dah berapa kali dah I had the weirdest dream ever!! Last week mimpi ada nampak tupai tersedak makan kacang kat atas pokok. But suddenly that tupai is actually a gorilla. And then jadi Jin plak. Jin yang amat besar cam gergasi, rambut toncet cam Jin Aladdin tu and kaler hijau. Then, last two days I dreamt of stuff macam dalam Keliwon tue. And yesterday, I dreamt konon nya I have super powers like Harry Potter super powers. I lawan dengan that Voldemort. And I'm the only yang ade wand. And everytime pergi practise, pakai kasut katak. Kasut yang actually is a frog!! Takot lah mimpi mimpi pelik nie. Haih..

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My birthday people!!

My birthday is coming up you guys. It's just around the corner. Hehe. But unfortunately, I won't be here on my birthday. I'll be in Kedah for Abg Pian's wedding. His wedding is on the same day my birthday is. Urghh. Since I can't celebrate it here with my boo and friends, there better be a surprise or anything to celebrate my birthday kat Kedah nanti. Sebagai ganti lahh.

Dah lama takde celebration for my birthday. The last time mase Form 5 where Dyane, Amal, Anese sume tu lah buat a surprise celebration. It's not like a fancy party ke ape. Just a simple one but means a lot to me since I'm a big fan of surprise thingy. Just ade cake and a few of my besties. I really appreciate. It takes a lot of work okay! Trust me, I know!!

Every year, I never really ask for much. I just want my partner to be there with me on my birthday and we do something fun. That's enough. No need present. Cause he or she being there for me is more than I could wish for. It's been a while since orang celebrate my birthday.

I wonder what Apa wants to do for my birthday. I'm not hoping anything. Taknak hope hope nie. Nanti tak seperti yang diharap, kecewa pulak. herm..Takpelah. I don't mind anything. Having you in my life pon is the biggest present of the year. Huhu :))

p/s: Jangan buat dunno pada post ini yea? Huhu.

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Superhuman

You changed my whole life

Don't know what you're doing

To me with your love.

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me.

A superhuman heart beats in me.

Nothing can stop me here with you.

It's been ages since I last see him. I really miss you boo. It's not easy for me to handle my days without having you by my side. You are a superhuman to me. You make me feel loved and secured. Though I have my doubts on you, but you proved to me that you are only mine. You changed my life. For better or worse, til death do us apart. Amin insyaallah.

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Zafran di pagi hari.

I slept around 11 yesterday. After I got on the phone with Dyane and Apa, I went straight to bed. I was awake around 3am when Apa give me an sms saying he really miss me. I couldn't sleep at all after that. Then I decided to have my breakfast at 5.30 am. My planned of jogging this morning tak jadi. Malas gile babun.

Then, Zafran was awake at 6.30. Bawak die jalan jalan kat depan rumah amek angin pagi subuh while his mother pergi mandi. Kelakar sangat tengok muka Zafran yang baru bangan tidur tue. I took a picture of him yg sembab tue. Haha. Zafran bangun pagi pagi tak banyak songeh. Dia sangat jarang menanges. Rengek sikit sikit tue biasa lah. Tapi memang tak menanges langsung. Dia hanya menanges bila kepala dia terhantuk something or diberikan pada nanny dia. I think Zafran doesn't like his nanny. Cause everytime I gave him to the nanny, mesti die menanges. Zafran takut dengan bibik yea sayang? Hehe. Don't worry sayang..next week bibik dah takde.

My Along tukar orang baru. Thank God. But even bibik tu cam kureng sikit, tapi sometimes kesian gak kat dia. And I think, I'm the only one yang baek dengan dia kat umah nie. Seriously.

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You want what??

I promised Deera that as soon as I 've found my USB cabel, I'll upload the pic where we took at Pavi last week. I like this pic. HAHA. Amek cepat makcik! Oh ya, Deera soh edit dulu pic nie before upload. But tak buat pon.

1) Sebab aku tatau cane nak edit. Aku buta I.T sikit.

2) Even if aku tau edit pon, aku takkan edit. Biar dunia tahu siapa makcik nie di sebalik topeng. HAHA :P

p/s: Good girl gone bad?

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XOXO,Gossipgirl!! :))

Okay. I know this sounds so lame and cliche'..but I just finished watching Gossip Girl Season 1. And God damn it, I cried watching the last episode. Especially the part where Chuck Bass gives his best man speech on his dad's wedding. And I really hate Jenny. Gosh that girl has to stop trying so hard to fit in. They are the upper siders. You are the middle class. You'll never fit in, ever!

My brother in law downloaded GG a few days ago. I'm not a big fan of GG, but I turned out to really like it and looking forward to watch the second season. And to my surprise, I think I like Chuck Bass. Really love it when he said "I'm Chuck Bass". He said it all the time. Very sexy and funny! Haha. I really want him to end up with Blair. They really look cute together. And Chuck is quite a cutie himself!! Hehe.

Well, what's next?? Haha. :))

XOXO,

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Demam gigi bongsu tumbuh.

A few days ago, I was suffering from a gum ache. Yeker ni eja nya? Saket gila babi. I couldn't eat at all. Nak kunyah punya lah payah. My Along told me it was because my gigi bongsu nak tumbuh. She said it's the last gigi. I was like...huh?? I'm 19 already but my gigi baru nak tumbuh semua ker? HAHA. Then Along cakap mesti Ija demam nanti. Kalau gigi bongsu tumbuh, nanti kite akan demam kate nya..HAHA.

A few days past, still tak demam. I thought my sister was bluffing me. Bak kata Shah, "Phye lurus macam pembaris"..Then suddenly yesterday..after kuar jalan jalan, my body rase penat sangat. And macam suam suam kuku. Ingatkan sebab penat berjalan. (I don't know why my body lately nie cepat sangat penat).. I woke up this morning, my body panas sangat. I couldn't wake up til it was 6pm!! Kuatkan badan, pergi mandi. Now dah okay sikit. Hehe. After all, my sister was right.

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Happy birthday Mamak!

Last week, on Saturday..ade minah nie punye burfday. Deera awal awal dah roger jom pegi Pavi celebrate burfday Mamak. Alkisah nya nak makan makan kat T.G.I Fridays. Mule mule dgr je T.G.I,, jantung dah goyang nie. Mak aih. Makan nak grand ahje. Lepak mamak sudey..kate pon burfday Mamak. Hehe. Tapi takpelah..lame dah tak jumpe diorang..skali skale berbelanja. Hehe.

Berbekalkan RM60 SAHAJA..geraklah ke Pavi. Jumpa sume orang. Bapak aih. Kecoh gile babi. Dengan gabungan Hehey dan Airin, memang kecoh lah. Yang pergi that day was me, anak dato Rembau, anak dato Pahang, Hehey, and Deera. Lame gile tak jumpe Airin and Nisa. Dua ekor anak Dato tu haven't change even a bit. Sorang masih dgn comel and kebecokkan nye, sorang lagi masih dgn keding and kegilaan nye. HAHA.

Sampai2 jea gerak gi T.G.I. Bapak kecoh wehh. Cam orang kampung masok bandar. Tahu lah kami nie tak penah makan T.G.I lagi, janganlah obvious sangat. Diam diam sudey. Hehe...but memang havoc. Mamak kena berdiri atas kerusi bg speech. Sikit2 nak bergambar kitorang nie. Haha. Deera siap bawak video cam lagi!! HAHA.

And tiba lah penghujung nya..bil!! Guess how much? RM219.65!!!! Sume dah botak kepala nie mahu membayar. Hehey suruh buat2 gi toilet keluar teros. HAHA. Punye lah taknak bazer, kitrg tapau sume yang boleh di tapau. HAHAHA. Deera order coke. Air coke pon dah RM8!! Kitorang suruh die refill byk byk! HAHA. Saya order sky juice je. Kencing tak lawas. HAHA. Air strawberry surprise Hehey..mmg surprise. Tak sedap pon. HAHA.

So, kitorang each kuar RM50 except Mamak. Birthday girl kami belanja. HEHE. So..after that..dah habes duet..konon nak tgk movie but takde yang best. Yang laen dah tgk. Airin gerak awal semangat nak gi tgk konsert final AF. "memang nak salah pon. Terima kasih ERA!!"...haha..ye Airin??

Then..kitorang gerak sana sini..lepak Sungei Wang..lepak McD. Ade sorang mamat ni..konon cam handsome. Kitorang saje lah konon nak mengusha. Sekali bodoh punye mamat. Die gi bgtau awek die ade minah2 ni usha die. Mak aih. Bodoh mamat u. Dah ade peluang nak awek nak kat die, boleh plak nak berlagak setia kat awek die. Poyo. Dah lah awek die tak lawa pon. Kitorang ni lagi lawa. HAHA.

Around 7, kitorang on gerak lah balek. It was fun though. Hanging out with my old friends. Looking forward for the next time. :))

p/s: My birthday is around the corner EVERYONE!! haha. Aku punye nak kat JOHNNY'S. Hehe. Lagi sedap tahu?

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takde keje laen ke Along?

Adoyh. Since my brother in law bawak lappy gi Melaka, so tak dapat lah nak online this past few days since he's the only one yang ade broadband kat umah nie. Banyak gile kott tak update. Pasal birthday Mamak, pasal itu ini. Haha. Takpelah. I'll update one by one.

Pape hal pon, nia nak habaq lah. My eldest sister has just found my blog..AGAIN!! Adoyh. This time biarlah die jumpa. I'm tired of hiding my blog and so whatever lagi dah. After all, I'm clean now. It's been ages since I do stuff behind my family's back. So, I'm not gonna change my blog anymore. I'm sticking to this one this time. Biarlah my Along and her nossy and can't mind her own bussiness. I have lots of other stuff to worry about.

Now is already 3 am. I thought of updating about Mamak's birthday but then I'm waking up early tomorrow to make breakfast for my brother (he gave me some money to go out tomorrow)..so I'm cooking him nasi goreng. Which means..I have to go to bed now. And after balek dari kuar esok..I'll update everything that has been going on this past few days I tak online. Til then..bye bye.

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Happy anniversary..

Sayang..Pejam celik pejam celik, dah 3 bulan aku dan kau. 4 bulan perkenalan keseluruhan. Banyak suka dan duka. Banyak pahit dan manis kita harungi bersama. Mungkin 3bulan kedengaran nya tidak lama. Tapi sudah banyak masa dihabiskan bersama.

Sayang..I won't forget how we met. You were so cute..and flirty!! Haha. I'm a tough bitch. I'm a loud person. I scolded you with harsh words. I throw you away each time we had a fight. But you never leave. You stayed. Just as how much I would wanted you to stay. And I was relieved that you are still with me. You accept me the way I am. Not a single day or a single word you complaint.

Sayang..I love you the way you are. Always have and forever will.

Til death do us apart.

guilty pleasure.

I just finished my 2nd white toblerone candy bar. This has to stop. Before my worst nightmare came true. Haih..

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Boyfriendku cengeng. HAHA

A few thing I realise about him.

1. He snores when he's asleep. And bunyi taknak plak cam babi. HAHA. When he's tired jelah.

2. Bila in public, if ramai sgt orang, he became quiet. Sangat menjaga tatasusila. Haha.

3. Seorang pemandu yang sangat, amat cermat. If you know what I mean. Haha.

4. Tak boleh panas sikit. Nanti "body temperature" dia pon naek sama.

5. Bila tahan marah, muka taknak bengis plak. He'll sit one side and tarik nafas satu satu.

6. Sangat suka tengok my reaction bila dia menyakat. Amek kau kena tarik rambut.

7. Sangat menjaga rambut dia. Even I'm a girl pon tak macam die. He's not a metrosexual though.

8. When you're talking to him, it seems like he's not paying attention. But actually, he listens to every word you said. And he remembers them very well.

9. Someone yang tak berkire. Tapi he'll gets what he wants. Cane pon, die mesti nak jugak.

10. Last but not least, he loves me so much. HAHA.

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Love in this club.

We met in the club.

We set our eyes to each other in the club.

We were dancing together in the club.

We were kissing in the middle of the dancefloor, in the club.

We were flirting our ass off in the club.

Everything that started between us happened in the club.

And I'm loving this love in this club.

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I hate this part.

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle or any music library list ( eg. WMP, Winamp, Real Player and etc)2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write the song name no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the note from.



IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Dear Life- Anthony Hamilton

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Don't let me get me - PINK

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
American Boy- Kanye West (maen taram jea ni)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Crumbs- Disagree (feeling a bit gloomy)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Dead and Gone- T.I feat J.T

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Live Your Life- T.I feat Rihanna

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

I Kissed A Girl- Katy Perry

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Real Love- Massari (whatever)

WHAT IS 2+2?

2x5- Ahli Fiqir (ape kaitan??)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY

Welcome To My Life- Simple Plan

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
When I Grow Up- PCD

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I Know You Want Me- Pitbull (perasan! HAHA)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Perfect- Simple Plan

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Callin U- Outlandish (our song)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Baca kan Yasin jelah.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Just Dance - Lady Gaga

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Dirty Little Secret - All American Rejects

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Krazy- Pitbull Feat Lil John

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
If I Die Tonight- Too Phat

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Scandalous- Mistique

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Mi Gal- Pure Vibracion (seriously. Not once I don't laugh hearing this song. HAHA)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?Unbreak My Heart- Toni Braxton
Unbreak My Heart- Toni Braxton

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
I Write Sins Not Tragedies- Panic At The Disco

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Nobody Wants To Be Lonely- C. Aguilera and R. Martin

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Fuck You Very Much- Lily Allen (to those who don't. Like I care??)



IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Time After Time- Can't remember the singer.



WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
If I Were A Boy- Beyonce ( If only you're in my place boo.)



WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
I Hate This Part- PCD (entahlah)

I Want To Tag:
1. Dyane
2. Anese
3. Terq
4. Mcna
5. Deera
6. Sha
7. Hehey

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their birthday.

Happy 18th birthday lil sisters. May all your wish come true and may all the happiness in the world be with you.

I keep dreaming of us. How I wish it came true.

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BOHSIA.

Last week, I watched BOHSIA at J.J Seremban. Yeah, it's weird hearing me watching Malay movie! Not that I'm saying Malay movies takde kualiti or what. It's just that Malay movies nowadays are so typical and lack of logical. I mean, come on, ala ala hindustan jugak. Sume nak stock jiwang. Tak pon nak karut karut aje. Berlakon pon stereotype jea. Cam tak real. the actors cam nmpk sgt berlakon. Tak hidup lakonan. And the scripts..OMG!! Tak payah cakap lah. I'm not saying all of it mcm tue. Just yang typical directors lahh. I mean, we heard the name Prof Madya jea..ouh..we know what kind of movie it is. Tengok sekarang..raya dah keluar. Rugi jea rm8 pergi tgk. Ada gak yang betol betol bagos. Like Yasmin tue. Tapi movie die pon agak "typical Yasmin"..latar lebih kurang jea. Motif pon nak dekat same. And sume cite pon nak tergantung. Haih..but she's a lot better than most directors today.

Okay. Berbalek pasa cerita BOHSIA td. Mase find out ade cite nie, cam dah agak dah cane intipati movie tue. Cam nak tunggu raya jelah kan. But then, Nabila anak Amy tu plak berlakon (I'm a big fan of hers)..cam nak gie tgk lah. Saje isi masa terluang dengan Apa. Well, I must say, it's not that frustrating lah. I give 3 out of 5. It's actually quite good. Berlakon pon mcm real. Except Diana Danielle. Tak tahu lah kenapa die cam ketat sgt. Her acting are so tak real. Pastu ikot script gile plak tue. Herm...I like her but it's frustrating.

Dalam BOHSIA, memang mcm reflects the world know. I don't have that much friend yang camtu. Takde langsung kott I think. But yeah, I do have friends yang agak rosak akhlak and all that. And memang same lah cam dalam BOHSIA. I actually did have fun watching it. Haha. So, korang..pergilah tengok. To me, it is so much better than Remp-IT. Seriously.

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STOP!!

I dreamt of them again. For the 5th time. Urggh. This has to stop. Right now!

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love notes.

He gave me this and I cried.

" KALAU PUN SYURGA ITU INDAH,

AKU TETAP PILIH KAMU.

KALAU PUN HEMBUSAN ANGIN ITU MENYENANGKAN,

AKU TETAP PILIH KAMU.

KALAU PUN WAKTU ITU ADALAH NYAWA,

AKU TETAP PILIH KAMU.

DAN SEKARANG KAMU NAMPAK KAN,

BETAPA BESARNYA SAYANG AKU PADA KAMU."

I've heard this somewhere. But I still cried when he gave me this.

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kepada kau.

Pikir mmg aku yg jahat. tp lama lama..kenapa aku?? kau lagi byk buat taek dlm hidup aku. so. aku tak perlukan kau. kau tak boleh duduk diam? pergilah heboh pd org jika itu yg buat kau tenang. hidup aku dah cukup bahagia walau tiada kau disisi lagi. buat ape yang kau rase puaskan hati kau yg mungkin sudah tidak kenal erti kesabaran lagi. hebohkan pada ramai tentang kisah sedih kehidupan kau. yang dimakan darah daging sendiri. yang dikhianati kepercayaan, pergilah meraih simpati pada khalayak. bukalah pekung di dada kau.tapi pada akhir hari nya, semua tahu, kau hanya menghebahkan kebodohan diri kau, menzahirkan kejahilan kau. dan aku sudah capek mahu mengaku aku yang bersalah. sudah capek mahu mengalah.kini, aku biarkan kau bermaharajalela. kerana memang itu yang kau mahu. mungkin kau lupa setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan. dan kau harus terima dgn tabah perpisahan kau bersama si dia. salah siapa atau bagaimana ia berlaku, jgn diletakkan pada orang lain, sebalik nya, pergilah tanya diri kau sendiri. kerana tiada siapa mengenali diri kau sebaek diri kau sendiri. JIKA KAU SEDARI, APA YANG BERLAKU PADA DIRI KAU, ADALAH HUKUM KARMA KEHIDUPAN KERANA SUATU KETIKA DAHULU, KAU MENJADI PERAMPAS PADA SEORANG GADIS YANG DIGELAR BONEYKA. dan aku adalah pembalasan kau tanpa aku niat. dan mengerti bila aku katakan, apa jua kau ingin lakukan, aku tetap si pemenang. dan nasihat aku pada kau, dengar lah bila aku kata, berhentilah menunjukkan kekalahan kau. kerana itu akan memakan diri kau sendiri. spt mana kau telah lakukan sebelum ini. selamat berjaya dalam menempuh kehidupan baru kau. selamat tinggal.

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Thank you.

We have our ups and downs. Like everyone else. In a relationship, nothing is perfect. Fights are normal. It shows that we love each other. No matter what happen between me and you for the past two months, I'm glad I still have you. Thank you for everything. I love you.

p/s: pedulikan mereka yang jaki dgn kita.

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Trick je tue.

Tak livin la vida loca dah. Hehe.

p/s: sayang kau lah. Takkan bole takde kau.

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Broken hearted.

Of all we used to have..it has come to the end now.

I still love you but I no more can go through.

Love me. Don't hate me.

For I still love you.

Forgive me for my sins.

I shall repent now.

Thank you for once being a part of me.

Memories I shall forever keep.

I love you. I do.

But let me go. Let me free.

I'm tired for things to happen again.

You can't promise me anything.

So let me go. Let me free.

Let me be happy.

I love you. I do.

And I still do..

p/s: So dissapointed with you.

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