"Aku tak peduli kau rapat dengan siapa. Aku tak peduli siapa geng kau. Aku tak peduli apa nama belakang kau. Aku peduli kalau kau cari pasal dengan kawan aku. I love her so much. So bila dia disakiti, aku turut terasa. "
I was a great friend to love you that much, wasn't I ? And if you are too, then why are you soo happy when I'm suffering ?
There, I said it. So don't text me asking "kau ok x" when you know I'm not. I am trying to pretend that everything's okay until you texted me asking a silly question and reminded me of things that I don't want to remember. I know you mean well. But a tip from me, when you wanna text a friend that you technically emotionally betray, don't ever remind her of the things that put you guys in a fight in the first place. There, I said it again. How I wish I am sorry.