No matter what I do, I can never take back what I said to Diane on her last days in Malaysia. She might already heal, but the scar lives on. No matter what I do, I can never return Apa back to Gurl or wish I never met him. Gurl might already forgives me, but the heartache lives on. No matter what I do, I can never turn back time and wish I didn't lie to Apa. He might already forgives me, but he will never trust me again.
For all these, I am soooooo very sorry. But it's my fault. I cannot run away from it. I have to face it no matter how painful it is. It might be more severe for them than it is for me. I love you. I will heal. But you being away, won't do anything. I won't be less hurtful.
So just stay. . You've hurt me. It's okay, but don't hurt him too. .